.Saturday, June 23, 2007 ' 5:05 PM Y
& I'm waiting
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!!!!!
LAAAAA~ SUPPOSED TO BE A HAPPY DAY!
BUT IT WAS SPOILT BY MY IDIOTIC DAD AGAIN!
HE'S JUST A NOSEY DAMN FUCKER WHO POKES HIS NOSE INTO EVERYTHING!
HAVEN DONE ALL HIS THINGS, STILL WAN GO BOTHER AND CARE ABOUT OTHERS.
AND I GUESS MY BDAY IS NOTHING TO THEM AFTER ALL.
23 JUNE...
3 PPL IN MY HOUSE EXCLUDING ME
ONLY MY MUM RMBS..
THE OTHER TWO LEHS..
IT'S A NORMAL SATURDAY!
KNS LA!
OR MAYBE, I'M JUST NOTHING BUT A BURDEN TO THEM!
OKAYS, ENOUGH FUMING ABOUT STUPID STUFF..GOING TAKE CAKE THEN CELEBRATE WIF MY MUM.. JUST MY MUM..I DUN NEED MY DAD AND BRO.. THY ARE IDIOT SUCKERS!
OKAYS, FEEL SO MUCH BETTER NOW..
WOULD LIKE TO THANK THESE PPL FOR UR BDAY WISHES... :)
-Edwin Kor
-Hwee Hoon
-Hui Jun
-Yu Chan
-Ann
-Ying Hui
-Eileen
-Willa Cotton Teddy
-Rio Dar <33
-Ace Laogong
-Jas Laogong
-princ3ss
-Jaton/Lodrick
-Star Laopo
-Clari
-xiiaogirll Darling
Hmms, can't think much now.. too angry to think..>< Sry if i missed out anyone and didn't add ur name there..
-Don't bother about those who don't care about you, instead cherish those who care aout you..- =D
HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
=P
JYJY ON MY HW! =X
.Thursday, June 21, 2007 ' 8:54 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Back to post again..
Ok, got almost ignored again and 'talking to the wall' situation again..
Or maybe i was doing my work, then they dun wan talk to me is it..?
Haiz..forget it..
Found this real long blog post with comments on this website called 'Little Speck'.
A political website..
But the ppl who posted the comments were like pro debators.. Kinda 'chim' in a sense..
All these helped to start my story.. THX TO DUNNO WHO~! xD
Okays, here's the website..
I think i posted it cos i might wan go again, and lan de go add to favourites.. =X
http://www.littlespeck.com/informed/2006/CInformed-060122.htm
Haiz..shall go back to my story.. Cos i only typed one sentence? =X
-'Talking to the wall might not be such a bad thing after all', because people don't care and bother about what you say, you can talk whatever you want to.. But if you starting talking bad about them, then they will reply and scold you.. But that's just not the way to 'attract attention' or get people to notice you're visible and well alive there..-
. ' 8:12 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Okays, i'm a baddy girl..
Promised myself not to do anything else.. but i came back to blog again..
I feel abit like i'm totally hopeless larhs..
In audi, talking to wall...
In msn, also talking to wall..
In rl, sometimes also talking to wall..
Hao xin tong.. forget it.. i dun wan say liaos..
Sry squadmates if u see this post..><
Okays.. now i'm totally stuck at the story..is like if i write about malays and chinese fighting.. it will be very common right...?
aiyas..dunno how lars..haven even write a word yet..
Shall write down the points and try to elaborate now..(thx to ying hui for this method =])
-In a world of darkness, there is always a single line of light or hope.. It is only whether you're daring enough to explore the place and find it.. Don't give up..-
. ' 7:08 PM Y
& I'm waiting
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS~
Realised i'm so glad tt 104 de ppl dunno my blog lehs.. =X
Ying Hui better dun tell them..
I wan some privacy..
Cos lot of audi thing, they will wu hui de.. ><
So i abit worry larhs..
Okays.. Today Gemmy ah gong on9..
Then somehow i became her grandaughter liaos.. O______O
Nvm lorhs, it's nice to have an ah gong..
Chionging hw now.. but stuck at the story.. dunno how to start sia... ><
Haiz..
23 June coming soon.. feeling more excited and happy as the day approaches..xD
Very shuang lehs..
My bday go 6H class meeting at Mdm Sng's house..
But i not v keng ding they will have la..
Cos Yu Chan haven confirmed wif me at all..
Back from camp..
So tired tt i keep sleeping and sleeping..
Then had contusion and abrasion wounds all over.. ><
Muscle ache.. AIYOS!! ><
Ok btw, contusion wounds in simple is just bruises..
And hors abrasion is cha shang..(for ppl who dunno o.o)
Okay la.. i'm just trying to be chim.. JK! =X
HAiz.. Sian.. I WAN CHIONG HW NOW.. SHALL NOT DO ANYTHING ELSE EXCEPT FOR THINKING OF THE STORY NOW.. I WAN FINISH AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.. ><
OH yea..suddenly remembered.. i actually wan change blogskin de.. but hors..can't find a nice one.. ><
But on second thoughts, i dun wan change lerhs..
Love <33 the blogskin my gan kor helped me on de..
And my gan kor has been ignoring me..><
Haiz..dunno wat to do..
I'm like totally lost about how to handle boys who were angry wif me? ><
-Put away all your hatred and unhappiness, only then can u hold happiness in your hands...-
Felt tt it was quite a meaningful sentence.. but guess putting away hatred and unhappiness is say so much easier than doing it.. ><
.Sunday, June 17, 2007 ' 11:29 AM Y
& I'm waiting
Haiz...2moro camp lerhs.. feeling damn scared now.. at a total loss.. ><
and Yu Chan say she can only find 1 of hr very big bag.. so either Ying Hui or me have to go home wihout any bags and think of another way.. AIYAS.. HOW..?
I feel like dying now.. Haiz..
First Aid.. read until the nervous system part le.. but doubt i can rmb anything ~_~
I'm totally going crazy.....>.>
Anybody save me..?
Audi..
haiz..23 June... then can see rio again.. totally lost about audi le.. dun think i will be audtioning the next week until 23rd maybe.. but 23rd maybe got class meeting..so not sure ><
HAO FAN ARHXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHOULD I RANG GEI YING HUI THE BAG OR NOT? BUT IF I RANG TO HER, THEN I HOW? AFTERNOON STILL NEED GO GRANDMA'S HOUSE..AIYAS.. STRESS.. STRESS!!!!!!!!!!
T_T~
ANYBODY CAN CALM ME DOWN..?~
MY HEART AND MIND VERY LUAN NOW..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS~
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.Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ' 6:51 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Okays.. Shall blog about ytd wat happen... Tiring but nice day though...x)
11 June 2007Okays.. Morning went to sch again... Met Ying Hui at the lorong 8 bus stop then went to sch wif her... Then when reached sch.. Did drill.. cos we went extra early to do drill.. Then Ying Hui and Eileen fa feng and started mrching rounds around the sch.. Me and Willa Teddy stood around the SJ benches and studied first aid together.. <33 my teddy..
Then Spongebob group was practising for their camp performance.. And Laura went crazy and wen around looking for a 'boyfriend' cos her 'boyfriend' is not back from China yet.. Then she wanted to drag me to be her bf ==..
After that went to learn to make fire for outdoor cooking.. Hahas..kinda fun.. Made my whole hand black becos of the charcoal.. Then Jeraldine wanted to gib all the yr 1s their bday present which was to beat our hands once? LOL.. Then i ask her beat mine.. She dun dare.. Cos my hand was like damn black.. xD
The fire-making thing ended early and we were loitering around the SJ benches and sch.. although Ying Hui went for her Essence group meeting to practise their dance.. Then Shao Ting and Priscilla told us they decided to go coro eat lunch first.. Then later we call them.. Cos they bringing us to army market to buy camp stuff.. So in the end, went to look for Ying Hui ask whether she wan go.. but Gwen and Kaiyu made her stay to practise, so we bought the stuff for her..
We ate instant noodles in the end, went the nearby petrol station buy de.. Then went army market lorhs.. so sian.. took 961 which was like damn long..But still got seniors and squad mates to crap wif.. still ok larhs.. and tt Ying Hui called us cos she alone wif the yr3s feeling very scared.. Her group de yr2s went to have lunch, but she didn't go, so alone lorhs.. Then Eileen's phone like damn wierd.. Only she can hear what Ying Hui talking, vry hard to decipher de.. =X
At the army market.. The seniors help us get a discount of 30cents? Lol.. not much diff, but they tried their best lerhs.. :) After buy things went the Mr Bean then we give out the stuff, cause we bought in bulks de, and Willa Teddy paid for all of us first.. Thx Teddy! <3333
We bought soya bean milk to drink, then decided to go oppsite de concourse buy present together for Ying Hui cos her bday on Wed, 13 June.. xD But concourse nth to buy de.. == Eeyer.. so we decided go Bugis Junction since only one stop.. So walked to MRT station and took MRT to bugis.. Then found out tt was the first time Willa Teddy took a MRT! xD
Then Bugis Junction.. At the 3rd or 4th floor got Neoprint shop de got alot of shops sell cute cute stuff.. Then in the end we share bought a Doggy for her.. THen buy a box to contain it too..
Then saw this shop selling VooDoo dolls.. Waa, like damn ex la.. normal ones are like 9.90 each? Okay lahs.. Maybe i outdated first time see VooDoo dolls, didn't know sell so ex.. ><
After that, everybody like damn tired liao lorhs.. so go home.. Willa Teddy took the MRT wif me to Toa Payoh cause her Mum say Bugis hard to pick her up.. So she go Toa Payoh wif me then her Mum pick her up from there..
Took Willa Teddy to the HDB Hub foyer for her Mum to pick her up.. She bought the extra Ponchos, groundsheets, whistles, mugs so on home.. Tt one is we buy for other squadmates who were not there de.. Then i helped her bring home the mess tins..
So end of the day.. Struggled home with one big bag of mess tins and my things, Ying Hui's big doggy, and the cardboard to make into a box for Ying Hui's doggy de..
Oh yea.. Hope Ying Hui will only read my blog after her bday.. If she peng qiao read it tonight... 2moro jiu no surprise liao.. ><
Then it was so tiring this morning i wake up, sick and aching all over the body.. >< =X
-All the effort u put in sometimes is just repaid wif a smile.. But dun be sad or wat, cos a smile from others means acceptance from others and of course, a smile goes a long way..:)-
<333 My Willa Cotton Teddy and all Teddies 4eva <333 x3333
. ' 6:44 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Hahas..just went to see Willa Cotton Teddy's blog.. x)
Do i really sound that optimistic in my blog?
Hmms..maybe bahs.. xD
And hors, I LOVE WILLA AND ALL TEDDIES IN THE WORLD.. TEDDIES JUST ROCK MY WORLD 4EVA!! xD~ <33 MY BELOVED COTTON TEDDY~ <33333333333333333333333
Listening to audi songs on audi webby.. hahs.. quie nice luhs..
Oh yea.. just found out from XunZi Louisa, Cheryl and Sheena they all coming back to Singapore on 13/7/07.. the date may be wrong.. but at least they are coming back.. YAY~ <33
And tt Yu Chan hors, talked to me on hp for 15 mins... whch was like 3 dollars!?!?!? =XX
6H class meeting at Mdm Sng's house will probably fall on 23rd or 24th June.. IF fall on 23rd de hua jiu hao le~~ =D <33 I simply love the number 23~ xD
. ' 6:13 PM Y
& I'm waiting
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
Just came back from ny.. ahhs...so tired..
2moro must go back sch again.. 8.30AM.. IS EARLY DE LORHS~ =X
Fell sick again...~
Got
COUGH
FLU
+ FEVER~ >
HAIYAS.. TIRED..
AUDI FINALLY HAVING PATCH.. BUT NOTHING REALLY NEW.. ONLY 100 NEW ITEMS...
YU CHAN CALLING ME ON HP NOW.. KEEP COMPLAINING ABOUT HER HW AND PROJECTS...
AND SHE HAS BEEN TALKING TO ME FOR 10 MINS, AND DUN WAN TO HANG UP!! AHHS ><..
NO MONEY LIAO MY HP.. ><~~
Nothing to say le... sian..
-An apple a day keeps the dcotor away.. A friend for life keeps troubles away..-
.Sunday, June 10, 2007 ' 10:50 AM Y
& I'm waiting
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS~
Ytd study first aid manual until fell asleep on the bed... >< aiyas..think i can't resist tt type of environment with air-con and a comfy bed... xD
Felt so tired when i woke up today.. dunno why...
Oh yea.. ytd audi..
I was playing with Alee and Kiyo(not copycat) and Kiyo de Laogong XxPRINCExX..
Then Alee off-ed..
And tt couple de nu er came.. Ruby sth sth.. =X
Then we playing bboy8/Dance battle4
So i was saying i hungry..
Then Prince say he got kiwi wan eat.. Then he went to change into his kiwi head.. [[LOL]]
Then he left i became dj, then went to close all the slots dun wan let him enter.. Then Kiyo say invite him then kick again.. So i really did it luhs..
And then i pass dj to Kiyo.. She invite again..
Then Prince was like =.=?
She go kick him again.. =X
Then when i invite back.. I kick again.. xD
Finally he cannot stand it.. When i invite him back.. He say nvm.. Then he off-ed le..
Then their nu er went also..
Oopsies.... Made someone de Laogong angry.. But sent him a message.. Hope he is not angry wif his dear.. Angry with me nvm de.. Cos i dun really know him mahs.. ><
Just now was talking about GPRS wif my bro.. He like keep downloading free games using GPRS to his phone.. Then i wu liao mahs.. Go try..
THEN WTH!!!
I went in few secs only.. Then come out check my phone card balance.. 1 DOLLAR STH GONE!!!
SO EX DE.. MY BRO SAY HE GO IN ONE TIME ABOUT 1 DOLLAR..
BUT THEN I REALISED MINE IS COUNT BY THE AMOUNT OF TIME U GO IN DE.. SO AIYA WASTE 1 DOLLAR STH LORHS.. I NEVER DO ANYTHING THERE ALSO.. AND WANT DOWNLOAD GAME.. IT"S LIKE EACH ONE ABOUT 6 DOLLARS... NOT FREE DE.. ><
Ok.. i go audi lerhs.. then audi finish go do hw.. do abit of hw liao jiu go prepare dance for camp performance.. then at night jiu study first aid.. Hope this timetable works.. xD
-When there is a chance, there is hope.. When there is hope, there is a possiblity.. When there is a possibility, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.. EVEN THE WORD 'IMPOSSIBLE' SAYS "I'M POSSIBLE"! -
.Saturday, June 9, 2007 ' 8:38 AM Y
& I'm waiting
Eileen~
Since u know the last few sentences are for u.. Then dun think too much and brod over that thing liaos.. Stay Happy and CRAPPY as always...~ :) And i think my cotton teddy will help me de larhs.. xD
-Some people get praises they are unworthy of.. But it's all against their own conscience..-
.Friday, June 8, 2007 ' 8:54 PM Y
& I'm waiting
URGHHS~ SI AUDI GOT PROB AGAIN.. ALWAYS AT NIGHT JIU CANNOT LOGIN.. STUCK AT THE LOGIN PAGE WITH THE STUPID UNDERSCORE BLINKING.. THEN PRESS OTHER BUTTONS ALSO NO USE DE.. THEY ALWAYS NEVER POST NOTICE OR WAT.. SAY THEY DOING WAT THING SO CANNOT LOGIN OR WAT.. INEFFICIENT AND IDIOTIC SIA.. =X
Nvm.. Shall try make myself happy by blogging.. xD
Just edited squad blog, added in the alert thing and changed link to my Willa Cotton Teddy's blog.. xD
Today damn funny... Walked out of the school with Willa at around 6 go bus stop.. Then we bought packet drinks from the vending machine while walking.. Then heard someone called my name from behind.. It was tt Jeraldine uncle.. =XXX She was like asking me wan join them go coro... cause they buying things there.. Then i didn't want to go.. ><
Then reached bus stop, saw 157 coming.. Then Willa went to throw her drink.. I haven finish mine.. I always drink damn slow de.. xD When she turned back, I asked her to help me throw the drink.. She was like huh.. Then i ran towards bus 157.. The seniors boarded the bus too.. cos go coro any bus also can de.. xD Then when they got off.. i was kinda relief.. xD then realised Sharon was still on the bus.. Guess she take to Toa Payoh interchange then change bus.. When i got off the bus.. She was like studying her First Aid Manual so diligently larhs.. Make me feel so scared and worried about camp.. .<
Haiz.. guess i go start studying the whole entire First Aid Manual later bahs.. ><"'..
And the camp performance.. Like so cham.. Then chinese opera dunno do wat.. Indian dance.. haiyas.. think more worse.. better dun think too much about it.. ><
Audi.. Heard from Star Laopo sth happened to Clari and anti.. They like ahem.. trying to couple larhs.. Then Clari say must 3 rounds continous all 10 hearts and above.. So both try to aim.. Them finally last round liao.. 16 Hearts.. Good luhs.. But sth stupid happen.. Anti say wan 20 hearts.. All of them know he was joking.. But Clari took it for real.. Star asked her press the couple proposal... Then she dun wan.. She wan 20 hearts.. >< aiyos.. can't believe it.. !!!
Then Star say they can couple de.. But Sin keep disturbing.. keep spamming.. @_@"'
Aiyos.. How i wished everytime he spam.. He will dc.. =X Tt will stop him from spamming so much then... But ehh cannot.. Cause i'm an active spammer who simply loves to spam.. xDD
Haiz.. sian wif boring life.. haven even start on any hw.. and camp getting nearer.. Dun think i'm even at all looking foward to it.. ><
Shall go try on audi now...
-Give in your best effort on everything, even if the appreciation and praise doesn't goes to you in the end... Don't be sad and think again.. You have done nothing against your consience and as long as you did your best.. Be satisfied and not ask for a reward.. Cos you're worthy of everything les... :) -
.Tuesday, June 5, 2007 ' 6:42 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Wanted to stay in audi.. but tt star keep asking me go msn.. shui bian lor.. in the end gave in to her and came to blog..
Eileen told me she and Ying Hui sort of quarrel.. dunno wat squad blog post and Ying Hui say Eileen keep quarrel with her about the fans club thing.. Thought they were just kidding and playing? Turned out to be like tt.. Hope everything can be resolved lorhs..
Talking about audi..
Met this girl called BOBO- who is a clubber at free 1 lobby.. was competing with star who fold more straw stars... Then we started playing at lobby.. This BOBO- girl was like keep saying me..
icyicy spam spam lobbylobby... ==
Then met -RiP-Miich who was DanceRockzz.. That CHIJ Toa Payoh girl.. hahas..only remembered her as tt..
Then today dar dunno keep mega scold wat strawberry girl.. aiyas..dun understand anyways..
Played with star de auntie.. -FoC-Aleesha.. she damn pro in 8k.. i play until wan tu xue.. @.@
And to Eileen:
Tomorrow MAY not be better.. but there is still a chance... and when there is a chance, there is hope.. :)
Fold stars until shou tong le.. shall stop blogging here..
~Life is a road i want to keep going.. Love is a river i wanna keep going on~
.Monday, June 4, 2007 ' 9:51 PM Y
& I'm waiting
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS~
NTH TO DO SO CAME BLOG A SHORT SHORT SHORT ULTRA SHORT POSTIE.. =XX
HAHAS~ FEEL LIKE PLAYING AUDI.. BUT THINK KINDA LATE LE.. SCARED GET SCOLDED..
Then today went for camp group meeting.. Touched up on the group flag and so on..
Then camp performance hope can do magic trick..cause i got this nice nice mindreading magic book.. hahas.. =X actually cannot say hor..nvm.. =X then got one of the trick is kinda nice..so thought of practising and performing it.. but hors..need dictionary as props so maybe too heavy.. dunno can mahs..
Today waited for Eileen with Willa Cotton Teddy after our meetings for her to finish her meeting.. Then both of us started getting very high.. and her NEMO cheer tt goes to the melody of Peace by the River.. It goes like this :
Nemo is in the Ocean,
Nemo is in the Ocean,
Nemo is in the Ocean,
Within us, Within us~
Ok..Then got the second verse.. dun wan say le.. But u notice anything wrong..? Nvm.. Dun say out =X
Then Eileen's group with Sgt at classrm 301.. Teddy and I were waiting outside at 302.. Then we like playing hide and seek or wat... Then Georgina keep giving us wierd looks.. Then we can't stop laughing.. xD
2moro got camp meeting again..need to discuss group performance cause friday need show NCOS.. but Sharon and Jeraldine overseas, Eliza need go for training...think footdrill.. Then Jessica sick cannot come.. So discussing with Angie on msn now.. 2moro not going meeting le.. x)
Star Laopo and -Princ3ss-... U all really typo queens hors.. But cannot blame u all larhs.. The blogger when typing always sot sot de.. Sometimes type too fast.. It cannot detect de.. So KNS >.> =XX
Just finished typing out my magic trick for Angie JIE JIE.. xP It's so damn long luhs.. >.>
Tired.. I gonna choose song for camp performance now.. Stop blogging here lerhs.. CYA ALL~ HOPE 2MORO WILL ALWAYS BE NICER THAN TODAY~
But must treasure Today.. CAUSE YESTERDAY WAS THE PAST.. TOMORROW IS THE FUTURE.. TODAY IS A GIFT.. THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED THE PRESENT =D
AND HORS.. MY ULTRA SHORT POST BECOME ULTRA LONG LE UHHS.. =X
.Sunday, June 3, 2007 ' 11:32 AM Y
& I'm waiting
June 3...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA~
WAAS.. MISS U ALL LOTS.. WENT CANADA THINK GOT 2 YEARS LE BAHS.. ><"
Ok.. Talk sth else.. xP..
To Star LAOPO:
YEA LA.. YOU V LI HAI LAHS... CAN READ MY MIND =="
But i never thought of having him in the first place, so u cannot read my mind~ BLEAHX! =P
And hors... all the guys treat Rio DARLING as kidding tt time, so they wun heart broken de.. Dun say until like i v bad girl like tt... >.>
And hors, why ur blog posting page load so long lehs >.>
Dun think it'd take 5 years..
About 10 year then load finish is it? Then your blog'll still be as dead as ever.. =X
GO TRY POST STH.. POST A HI ALSO CAN.. =XX
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
Ok.. I'm such a spammer.. FORGET IT~ =P
SPAMMING IS NICE~
MAYBE I SHOULD OPEN A SPAMMER CLUB~ =XX
AHHS..CRAP..
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
Nth to post le~ BUHHBIIES~
.Saturday, June 2, 2007 ' 12:25 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Hahas..just linked some ppl.. can't be really bothered to mess wif html codes nowadays.. But since star laopo requested.. i went to link some ppl.. =D
Ok.. want to say sry to 104 ppl ><".. didn't manage to have time to link u all.. =X
say until here finish liao... dunno wat to post.. AND STAR, RMB TO POST.. REVIVE UR BLOG MORE!!!!! ^^