.Thursday, July 26, 2007 ' 6:59 PM Y
& I'm waiting
x)
Haha..at least i'm in a better mood today..but..=/
HAVEN POLISH MY BOOTS
AND HAVEN STUDY FIRST AID!!
SO I BETTER MAKE THIS A SHORT POST.. UHH-OHH..
<333 COTTON TEDDY!
COTTON TEDDY: THX FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME.. x) AND THX FOR CHANGING UR BLOG ADDRESS FOR ME.. I RE-LINKED U LERHS.. =) AI NI!! JYJY!! <333
EILEEN: NI MEI SHI BAH? TODAY AFTER FOOTDRILL SEE U SO PALE.. SCARY SIA..>< TAKE CARE OF URSELF KAYS! AI NI YE SHI!! JY!! :)
YING HUI: WA..DUN TELL ME U SPRAIN UR ANKLE AGAIN? OK MAHS? DOES IT STILL HURTS? =/ U ALSO TAKE CARE OF URSELF KAYS..! AI NI!
JUN WEI: U'RE ALWAYS PART OF OUR SQUAD.. REMEMBER OUR SQUAD BLOG.. ONE SQUAD, ONE HEART, ONE EVER-FIGHTING SOUL.. x) AI NI TOO!
DOROTHY: JY! U'RE DOING FINE AS THE SQUAD I/C! HANG ON THERE!
MENG RAN: JY FOR EVERYTHING KAYS!
WANG XIAO: U JY TOO!
IRIS: EVEN IF U QUIT, WE WUN GUAI YOU.. MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR URSELF..CAN SEE THAT U'RE REALLY STRESS IN SJ..
WAN XIN: IF U'RE ALSO GONNA QUIT..WE DUN MIND.. BUT FOR THE TIME BEING... TRY COMING FOR ROOM DUTY AND THOSE NON-STRENOUS THINGS KAY?
YEAR 1 SQUAD: JYJY FOR 2MORO FA EXAM!! WE ROCK ON AND PASS IT TOGETHER!! JIAYOUS!! AI NI MEN! <33
PHEWWS.. DONE.. xD
HAHAS.. ALTHOUGH MOOD QUITE GOOD..
BUT HORS.. TODAY SKY ALSO VERY DARK..
SO SAD..=(
I WAN TO DEDICATE THIS SONG TO OUR SQUAD..
(SRY..I REMOVED THE SONG COS VERY TROUBLESOME..)
.Wednesday, July 25, 2007 ' 6:16 PM Y
& I'm waiting
=/
Recently had been quite sian and "emo"..
Some people regard 'emo' as emotional but some say that it means u want to die..
Well, i guess i'm both..
Sort of sick of this life..
Like everyday mug and mug and mug..
Like forever no rest.. even weekends end so fast to me..
Have to somehow find time to study..if not surely fail le..
Haiz..feel so tired..i wan to go to sleep and never wake up..
These few days i've been thinking..
And i remembered saying these words to Eileen and Ying Hui because Ying Hui was talking about crazy gals(xiao cha bo).. "It's good being crazy too.. at least u dun have to face that reality.."
Yea.. but who invented fantasy in the first place and what is fantasy?
Being in ur own nice little world...?
Hahs..who knows.. is your own definition for these words that counts.. Becos that is ur perspective of things..
Sianz.. Guess my bro saw everything in this post.. Cos he keep disturbing me and say he wants to play com.. Well, blogs dun have privacy in the first place..
And recently had been crying at night before bed.. dunno why.. really felt 'sick'..
LA test, History test, Maths test, Chinese test, Geo test all over le.. Left chem test which is after sabbaticals..
But got first aid exam on friday.. I think i'm gonna fail terribly.. would totally screwed the whole exam.. so i will just die..
And our squad like totally dunno about the exam until the year 2 seniors told us.. Cos Eileen and Meng Ran were the only ones who went CCA last week, and the ncos say we'll be having quiz.. so in the end, quiz become exam somehow..=/
Nvm, shall study and mug and mug and study and study and mug and mug and study and study and mug and times infinity.. =X
Hahas.. i'm getting lame..
Nvm.. x)
Oops.. my bro saw everything again, he keeps coming into the room.. whatever..
Haiz..these few days the skies were like damn dark.. always filled with black clouds..=(
What gloomy, dull and cold days...
Totally affected my mood..
So, i keep thinking negatively about things..
My Mum just came in, nagged at me again..
Well, at least my gloomy mood these few days doesn't make me lose my temper easily..
So i'm kinda 'calm' as in won't suddenly become angry..but will suddenly cry de.. i'm sure of that.. =/
It's been more than half a year in Nanyang already.. And i really wonder if i could hang on.. It's not an easy task..
But if i will really try to hang on hard for everybody and myself..
Maybe, maybe not..
Maybe i would just give up one day..
Maybe i won't be up to standard and fail everything one day..
Maybe.. All the worst maybes could happen to me..
But just like what Yu Chan said..
跌倒就爬起来..
But maybe i dun even bother and have tt strength to get up anymore..
Hahs.. keep doubting myself..
Well, that's me and i can't totally change it..
Things had been tough lately..
And i really dun feel like studying..
Feel like throwing my books aside and slack..
But like i've always doubt myself, i doubt i can do that..
It's not up to my choice anyways..
Oh..Maybe it is..
Like they always say, "Destiny is in your own hands.."
Hahs.. But how you want to craft ur own destiny is always affected by those around u..
My dad told me one morning when sending me to school that he hoped i could be a computer engineer..电脑工程师..
Well, he say could earn some money.. So yea, i might just choose that for him..
And i dunno if i would really bear to leave Singapore and go overseas to study.. Dun even know whether i could survive there?! Hahas.. Maybe i think too far..
But it's ok for people to think of their future right?
Hehes.. I guess so..
Sort of going crazy now..
Nvm, at least i dun have to face and think about the reality like i already said..
Can i pull through..?
I think i really dun understand myself..
Always telling and comforting people, telling them they can do it..
But i really have no way of convincing myself that "I CAN DO IT"..
And sometimes really feel left out..
Maybe not.. I dunno..
My brain is in 'total chaos' now... =X
Hahas..
Waa..wrote lots of crap.. But at least i can pour all my feelings out..
Haiz.. I'm getting emo again i think..
Can i even cheer myself up?
But that sounds wierd..
Usually people cheer u up..
But me..i dunno if anyone would be there for me always..
Oh yea.. And with our pathetic smallest squad ever formed.. our future yi pian miao mang.. is like 10 PEOPLE WITH 2 PRCS.. So by year 3, only left 8 of us.. But two of them are going to quit.. So, we might just end up with 6 people.. Wow, cool or not? Zzz.. Oh crap.. Cool like shyt.. We'll be damn busy and pathetic during CCA.. Dunno how are we going to form com and quiz team with 6 people.. =(
Well, that will be the problem in the future..
Oh, reminded me of FPS today.. Had a mock timed trail with the national treasures passage and i totally wrote crap about the problems.. =X
Hahas.. I'm kinda bad at FPS i think.. =/
Realised everytime i want to stop typing, i will suddenly think of something to type.. And amazingly, i've spent about an hour trying to finish this post..
Haha.. i'm like really hoping i will go crazy..
But it may not be a good thing after all..
Cos i dun wan my parents to cry over me..
Shall not impose anymore troubles on them..
So i shall end here and go eat dinner..
Be the good girl again..
JiaYou to myself and 'you can do it' although i really doubt that..
-Doubts are always part of your decisions.. And these doubts make you really ponder over things.. But try not to think too much.. Becos doubts can also lead u to no end.. But it's really not up to me whether i can dun think too much..-
-You'd never know the feeling of falling down in the dark with nothing to reach out for and no one's there to save you..-
-当你不在等待时，时间过得很快..但我正在等待一切结束的来临，因为我已经看不到希望了..-
.Thursday, July 19, 2007 ' 6:44 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Today not in a very high mood so won't laaaaaaa in caps.. =/
Haiz.. was so fed up with audi..
DUNNO WTH IS WRONG WIF ME LARHS
SKILLS ALL DROP LIKE HELL
THEN FED UP SO ALT+TAB AUDI..
HAIZ..TOO LONG NEVER PLAY JIU SHI ZHE YANG.. =/
OHH FOR MY VERY NICE STAR LAOPO DENISE DE INFO, LUNCH DRILLS MEANS FOOTDRILLS DURING LUNCH TIME.. THOSE UNIFORM GROUPS DO TT KIND OF MARCHING AND SO ON..
AND TODAY LUNCH DRILL, STILL OK LUHS..
YING HUI AND EILEEN TOOK TURNS COMMANDING AND TIMING ME AND DOROTHY.. COS THERE WERE ONLY THE FOUR OF US THERE?!?! AND EILEEN AND YING HUI SPRAINED THEIR ANKLES.. SO..YEA...
THEN AFTER DRILL.. YING HUI AND EILEEN WAS LIMPING AWAY.. THEN WE WALKED TO THE STAIRCASE THERE.. THEN SUDDENLY YING HUI ANKLE VERY PAIN.. SHE SQUAT DOWN TO PICK UP HER THINGS THEN LIKE VERY PAIN THERE.. SO I ASKED HER TO SIT DOWN AND REST FIRST.. THEN THE YEAR 2S SENIORS CAME AND CALLED FOR NCOS.. YING HUI CRIED LUHS..><
THEN YEA.. I STONED THERE, CANNOT DO ANYTHING ALSO.. THEN EILEEN AND DOROTHY RAN TO THE GENERAL OFFICE TO GET BANDAGE.. AIYOS.. EILEEN SPRAINED ANKLE STILL RUN..
THEN I WENT BACK TO CLASS AND TOLD HU LAO SHI.. COS HAVING CME LESSON THEN WATCHING DUNNO WAT VIDEO ON THE ZHONG GUO WEN HUA..
SUDDENLY THE NCOS CAME BY AND KNOCKED ON THE DOOR.. AND _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ was _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Ying Hui.. well..secret..=X then yea..Hu lao shi went out with them.. then after tt half an hour period end.. almost the whole class went out to see ying hui and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ was like waa..so many ppl..LOL..=X
Then ying hui leg like very cham..then had maths test.. =/
last minute then I realise i did wrongly for tt idiotic 5 mark question.. But haiz.. Eileen more worse..
Sry Eileen..=( She went get bandage then was late for her Maths test and her teacher never extend for her.. >< Dun worry le luhs.. Can pass de.. Cheer up kays? =) If next time dunno anything about maths ask me bahs, i give u free tution? =X
Back to ying hui.. after maths lesson ended, the ncos came up to bring her down can? so nice.. xD then yea..jun wei and i rushed down for room duty.. and jun wei is damn strong can.. she carry ying hui's bag and her own and ran so fast down the stairs!! and ying hui's bag has thousands of gold or stone or watever in it.. It's so ZHONG!! CLEAR UR THINGS BAH YING HUI!
THen yea.. took taxi home with ying hui.. shall skip all the details.. =X
if not i will sound damn long-winded.. WEll, I AM LONG-WINDED IN THE FIRST PLACE? LOL..
Willa teddy.. haiz.. ankle worsened?!?!
Aiyos..>< THE THREE OF U GET WELL SOON KAYS!!
And 2moro Eileen must JYJY!! U CAN DO IT DE!! x)
加油！！永远爱你们！
-幸福不是一辈子的，曾经拥有一足够了。有些人一生中根本得不到幸福。-
.Wednesday, July 18, 2007 ' 6:48 PM Y
& I'm waiting
AHS SIAN.. 2MORO GOT MATHS TEST.. AND HAVE TO FINISH THE STUPID LA THING..
I DIDN'T EVEN READ FINISH TT STORY?!?!
AND IT'S LIKE TOTALLY FANTASY TALE AND I DUN UNDERSTAND IT EITHER..
SO YEA, CHAM.. I THINK I'LL JUST FAILED TT IDIOTIC READING CART WHEEL..
WELL HECK CARE ABOUT THAT..
2MORO GOT LUNCH DRILL AGAIN.. AWWS.. EVERY TUESDAY AND THURSDAY.. I THINK I'M STARTING TO HATE/GET SICK OF DRILL.. WAIT.. MAYBE NOT.. I MIGHT JUST CHANGE MY MIND 2MORO.. =X BUT STILL... YEA..
THEN EILEEN'S ANKLE SWELLING UNTIL DUNNO AFFECT HER LOWER LEG VEINS ACCORDING TO HER DOCTOR.. THEN NOW SHE EVERY NIGHT GO SEE DOCTOR?! THEN HER BRO HELPED HER BANDAGE.. AWWS..SO SWEET.. =XX JK.. xD
THEN YING HUI... SHE WENT SEE DOCTOR AGAIN.. AND YEA.. JUST GOT HER MEDICATION AND DONE..
WILLA TEDDY, HMMS.. HER ANKLE RECOVERING SOON LIAOS.. YAY!! SHE ZHUI GUAI DE.. NEVER DO DRILL SO RECOVER FAST FAST!! <33 TEDDY...
AND AUDI.. I LIKE 1 WEEK PLAY ONCE LE.. >< NO TIME I THINK.. OR MAYBE I JUST SPENT MY FREE TIME WIF SQUADMATES? I GUESS SO.. x)
BUT NVM.. WILLING TO XI SHENG THE TIME FOR THEM.. <33 YEAR1 SQUAD '07..
THIS WEEK E-LEARNING FOR 3RD LANG..SO YEA.. SHUANG..
DUN NID TO GO BISHAN FOR TT 2 HOUR LESSON..
I THINK I LIKE FRAU QUYNH MUCH MORE COMPARED TO HERR NEISER, ALTHOUGH HIS CLASSROOM IS AIR-CONDITIONED DE..
HAVE BEEN STAYING BACK WITH SQUAD MATES LATELY.. AND YTD DRILL.. MY TIMING TOTALLY SUX?!?! ><" HAIZ.. I REALLY LOST MY SENSE OF BEAT I GUESS, EVEN FOR TIMING FOR DRILLS... =/
DOING MATHS ALGEBRA QUESTIONS NOW.. GUESS I WILL TRY COMPLETE IT THEN DO LA.. THEN BACK TO MATHS.. HOPES THAT WORKS OUT SOMEHOW..
OKAYS..GTG.. IF NOT THAT PLAN WILL NEVER WORK OUT? LOLS.. OH MY.. BETTER GO.. GONNA BE 7 IN A FEW MINUTES!! ><
RUSH RUSH RUSH!! DO I REALLY HAVE SUCH A BORING AND BUSY LIFE? I DUN THINK I'VE MUCH DOUBTS ABOUT THAT.. BUT JUST HOPE I CAN CHENG THROUGH NANYANG LIFE..
JYJY SQUAD MATES!! AI NI MEN!! <33
-Strive on.. and u'll see the finish point with your friends and family cheering for you..-
.Sunday, July 15, 2007 ' 1:26 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Hahas..
just finished my fps story..
shall be nice and not use caps today.. xD
hahas.. the story was kinda lame..=X
i went to rewrite it.. so the new story was like the idea from spiderman 2..xD
cos i really dunno how to write liao.. ><
hehes.. just visited some 6H ppl de blog..so decided to link them.. x)
And of course..they dunno my blog.. WAHAHHAAS! xD
=P More privacy i think.. =X
hahas..gtg liaos.. going ah ma's house soon..
gonna meet gen wei, gen fei and gen quan they all liao! YAY!! =D
blog again next time..xD
-Even if Love is sometimes like an illusion, i will always trust you..-
.Saturday, July 14, 2007 ' 6:34 PM Y
& I'm waiting
WAHAHAHAHA~
UHHS..I'M BORED SO YEA.. SAW THIS ON ANGELA'S BLOGGY.. SO DECIDED TO GO TRY IT OUT..xD
| The Part of You That No One Sees |
 You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be. |
HAHAS.. I'M PASSIONATE MEHS? I DUN THINK SO LUHS..
| You Are Not Stupid |
 You got 10/10 questions right! While acing this quiz doesn't prove you're a genius, you're at least pretty darn smart. |
LOLS..THIS IS LAME KAYS.. I ACTUALLY GOT 4 RIGHT AT THE FIRST TIME.. BUT ANYHOW CHANGE THE ANSWERS UNTIL GOT FULL MARKS.. xD HAHAS..I'M STUPID!! =D
| You Are the Ace of Hearts |
 Youthful and playful, you love life and the world. You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know. Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors. And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel. You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep. You are easily swept away and easily hurt. A gamble you should take: Blackjack Your friends would describe you as: Unique Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer |
LOLS..KINDA CRAPPY.. I'M AN ACE OF HEARTS!! WOOTS~ =X
| Your Life Path Number is 7 |
 Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life. You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights. A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme. You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends. Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you! |
LOLS..AM I REALLY TOO ISOLATED AT TIMES?
| Your Birth Month is June |
 Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream |
Waa..this sounds nice... =X
| You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy |
 Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient. You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee. |
Hahas..this sounds cute.. But wat is my frisbee? x)
| You Should Be A Cancer |
 What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese |
HAHAS..SO ZHUN!! MY SIGN IS REALLY A CANCER.. BUT HORS..THE DESCRIPTION THERE DOESN'T REALLY MATCHES.. =X
| What Your Favorite Color Purple Says About You: |
 Intuitive --- Seeking --- Creative Kind --- Self-Sacrificing --- Growth Oriented Strong --- Very Wise --- Rare |
NO comments.. =X
| Your French Name is: |
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Woahs..tt's one fancy one.. =X Linette Allaire! HAHAS!
| You are Milk Chocolate |
 A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. |
MILK CHOCOLATE!! xD
| Your German Name is: |
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Hahas..German is my 3rd lang..maybe next time the teacher would call me Sibylle Michaela? xDD
| You Are 45% Normal |
 While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
WHAT?!?! I'M ONLY 45% NORMAL? !!! AM I REALLY THAT ABNORMAL? TT
| You Should Be With a Water Sign! |
 Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others. |
LOL..FOR FUN NIA... DUN REALLY BELIEVE IN IT.. =X
| Your Personality Is |
 You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky. You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations. It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school. You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you. You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience. In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment. At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur. With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out. As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes. On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out. |
Wonder if this is true.. =X
| Your Inner Color is Blue |
 Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor. |
Lol..i dun think i will make a good counsellor =/
| You are 60% Cancer |
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Only 60%? Then why is my sign cancer? =/
| You are a Total Romantic |
 For you, love is like a fairy tale. Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie. Problem is, you sort of want all three. You bring the spark in the relationship In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince. |
Am i really romantic? =/
| Your Life is 76% Perfect |
 Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice. |
Hahas..not bad =X
| You Will Die at Age 88 |
 Congratulations! You take good care of yourself. You're poised to live a long, healthy life. |
LOL!!!
| You Are A Blue Girl |
 Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. |
Blue-ish! =X
| What Your Hands Say About You |
 You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things. |
xD
| Your Gemstone is Aquamarine |
 Intuitive, tranquil, and trusting. You inspire others to have faith in themselves. |
WAA..NICE GEMSTONE SIA.. =X
| Your Birthdate: June 23 |
 People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong. You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month. |
x) <33 23rd! xD
| You Have a Melancholic Temperament |
 Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. |
Hahas..Melancholic..xD
| Your Inner Blood Type is AB! |
 Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional. And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week! Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality. This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil. You are most compatible with: everyone! Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe |
HAHAS..NOT BAD.. MY BLOOD TYPE IS AB+
| You Are a Light Pink Rose |
 You represent sweetness and grace. Your vibe: Kind and gentle Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend |
HEHES..
| Your Birthdate: June 23 |
 You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem. You're good at so much - you never know what to do. Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long. You are destined for a life of travel and fun. Your strength: Your likeability Your weakness: You never feel satisfied Your power color: Bright yellow Your power symbol: Asterisk Your power month: May |
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BLEAHX.. GTG LIAOS.. NEXT TIME GOT TIME THEN I PLAY THIS KINDA QUIZZES AGAIN..xD
-Get on with life, no matter how many failures you face. Cause, you're bound to succeed one day..-
. ' 4:58 PM Y
& I'm waiting
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
YTD TOOK ABOUT 2 HOURS TO CHANGE THE SQUAD BLOGSKIN.. =/
THE NAVIGATIONS ARE LIEK SO COMPLICATED..><
BUT FINALLY COMPLETED IT LARHS..
SO MAN YOU CHENG JIU GAN DERHS.. =)
HAIZ..
3 OUT OF 10 PPL IN OUR SQUAD SPRAINED THEIR ANKLES?
SO CHAM..
WORRIED FOR EILEEN.. SHE REN UNTIL SO CHAM YTD DURING CCA.. WANTED TO TELL NCO THEN SHE REFUSED..SOMEMORE, SHE CRIED DURING FOOTDRILL BUT STILL CONTINUED.. HAO PEI FU TA.. EILEEN JY AND GET WELL SOON!!
WORRIED FOR YING HUI TOO.. SHE FROM BEFORE CAMP UNTIL NOW ANKLE STILL HAVEN RECOVERED.. AND HER KNEES ALSO LIKE RANDOMLY "FA ZHUO" AND VERY PAIN LUHS.. HAIZ.. SHE FELL DOWN DURING CCA.. THEN YEA YEA.. XIA DAO WO.. >< YING HUI RECOVER SOON TOO!!
AND ALSO WORRIED FOR WILLA TEDDY..
SHE WAA.. DOUBLE SPRAINED HER ANKLE.. =/
SHE WANTED TO CHENG WIF ALL OF US FOR YTD CCA..
BUT SO UNLUCKY.. BEFORE CCA SHE FELL DOWN AGAIN..
>< HAIZ.. MUST BE SO DAMN PAIN..
THEN SHE NO CHOICE SO WENT HOME..
TEDDY GET WELL SOON KAYS!!
OUR SQUAD MUST JYJY.. WE CAN DO IT DERHS!!
YONG YUAN AI NI MEN!! <33
AND JUST NOW PLAYED AUDI FOR A WHILE..
IT'S LIKE I HAVEN PLAY UNTIL 1 HOUR..
MY DAD SAY I PLAYED FOR 2 HOURS ALREADY...ASK ME OFF?!?!
... BUT MANAGED TO DRAG A WHILE UNTIL 1 AND HALF HOUR AROUND THERE.. x)
THEN HMMS.. STILL GOT WAT ARHS?
OH YEA..TALKED TO CALEAN JIE JIE YTD... x)
HAHAS..SHE'S SO NICE LUHS..
YEA YEA..
GUESS GOT NOTHING ELSO MUCH TO POST LE..
AND ABOT MY FUTURISTIC STORY.. IT'S SO CHAM..
I'M SO REALISTIC, NOT AT ALL FUTURISTIC =X
AIYAS.. GUESS I'M GONNA FAIL IT..><
*GIVES UP**
=\
GTG RUSH HW LERS..
LOUISA,CHERYL, AND SHEENA CAME BACK FROM CANADA LERHS..
SO 2MORO CAN MEET THEM! YAYS!!
SO EXCITED.. V LONG NEVER SEE THEM LERHS..
<33
HAHAS.. OKAY OKAY.. JYJY EVERYONE!!
-AI NI MEN!-
.Thursday, July 12, 2007 ' 8:02 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Shi wo dui bu qi ni.. Hen bao qian Ying Hui..
ur decision NOT to leave was right..
Nobody would ever be happy if u will to quit sj or transfer school..
So sry.. When i wrote the previous post..i was feeling very fan and angry..so..
yea..sry.. ><
U do belong to the squad.. And u'll always belong..
I've never blamed u..
And promise me u'll continue visiting squad blog, looking for squad mates in the mornings, and continue talking to me kays..?
We'll always be one squad..
With one heart, one voice, and one ever-fighting spirit..
.Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ' 5:15 PM Y
& I'm waiting
(P.S. I DELETED THE WHOLE THING IN CASE AHEM AHEM.. YEA X=)
OKAYS... GUESS I HAVE NTH TO BLOG LERHS.. FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW.. xD
HAHAS..
-Give in to them and don't quarrel, cause we have to remain as one squad, one team, one heart and one soul for 4 years..JY!-
.Saturday, July 7, 2007 ' 10:30 PM Y
& I'm waiting
KNN LARHS! FEELING SO DAMN FED UP NOW!!
KEEP WAN CHANGE AND CHANGE..
AND WHAT'S UP WIF TT PARTICULAR IDOL OF THEM LARHS!
THEY ARE JUST GETTING ON MY NERVES!
SO THEY SHALL GO AND INFORM THE WHOLE SQUAD THEMSELVES!
COS I DUN HAVE THE MOOD TO GO CALL!
YEA, RIGHT.. SHE SAID IT'S QUITE LATE NOW.. SO PEOPLE MIGHT HAVE SLEPT LIAOS..
THEN WHY DO THEY WAN TO KEEP CHANGING?
AND I'VE NO IDEA. IF I SOUNDED MEAN, I'M SRY SQUADMATES. I'M ALREADY NOT IN A GOOD MOOD IN THE FIRST PLACE LIAOS.
AND I'M STILL TALKING TO THE WALL AS USUAL..
AND IS 'TALKING TO THE WALL' TT FUNNY?!?!?
NO MATTER HOW FUNNY 'TALKING TO THE WALL IS',
IT'S NEVER EVER FUNNY TO ME!
AND NOW WHATEVER WHATEVER!
I JUST FEEL LIKE THROWING EVERYTHING ASIDE AND DUN CARE!!
BUT I JUST CAN'T
AND NOW JUST SETTLED THE THING AND STH PROPPED UP AGAIN..
MY SQUADMATE SMS WRONG PERSON..
SHE MISTOOK OUR SEC 2 SENIOR AS ONE OF THE NCOS.. ==
OKAYS, I DUN WAN TO BLAME HER..
SHE DOESN'T HAVE TT SENIOR DE PHONE NUMBER.
-CONSTANTLY TALKING TO THE WALL ISN'T A NICE FEELING.. U WUN GET TO UNDERSTAND IT UNLESS U'VE BEEN IGNORED LIKE HELL BEFORE..-
.Tuesday, July 3, 2007 ' 7:43 PM Y
& I'm waiting
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1 WEEK PLUS PLUS NEVER POST LIAO.. xD
WAS V BUSY LAST WEEK WIF PERFORMANCE FOR THE EX-NCOS(now) WHO WERE PASSING OUT..
AND THEN THE PERFORMANCE LIKE TOTALLY FLUNK..><
THE DANCE WAS ERRM.. CAN I SAY HORRIBLE?
COS I FORGOT WHICH PART TO COME IN FOR THE MUSIC OR WAT.. ><
AND THEN DORO AND I BURNED THE CDS FOR NTH, COS IN THE END WE COULDN'T USE THE RADIO AND BLAH BLAH..
HAD ALGEBRA MATHS REQUIZ ON FRIDAY.. I DID TOTALLY HORRIBLE LARHS!! IT WAS LIKE DAMN CHIM COS I DUNNO HOW TO FIND THE SOLUTION.. ><
BUT ALMOST WHOLE CLASS FAILED I THINK... =\
BAD BAD BAD..
WHOLE WEEK SO BUSY.. BUT AT LEAST YTD MONDAY YOUTH DAY HOLIDAY..
MANAGED TO AUDI FOR SOME TIME.. x)
BUT HAIZ.. DUNNO WHEN DAR ON9..><
HAVEN SEEN HIM IN AUDI FOR 2 WEEKS..
SO CHAM.. :((
HEART-BROKEN SIA.. ><"
GONNA GO DO HW NOW LIAOS.. SHALL POST NEXT TIME IF I HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY? =X
-就算我们一个在天涯，一个在海角，我对你的爱永不变...我一定会等你...-