Haiz.. Today Ying Hui sort of sprained her ankle again.. MUST GET WELL SOON HORS!! I must thank Laura and Jeraldine for saving my life lor.. >< I totally lost and dunno wat to do.. And must also thank Eileen(although she didn't do much =X) and MY DEAREST SWILLA TEDDY!!! =D Helped me so much today.. GAN XIE NI! (((: Yea, so after that Ying Hui's sis and dad came to fetch her back.. The Dean is kinda scary de lor..>< Yup, so our FPS timed trial postponed to term 4.. Mrs Kuan say probably Tuesday.. Haiz, i hope everything goes well..
And today LA lesson last part was so sad... =( Mrs Lee leaving us le.. TT Today was like the last lesson with her.. and i almost cried..>< She say until very sad lor.. And i didn't get her email from her cos i got lunch drill.. Nvm, got time can ask Hui Qi.. Oh yea, THX Hui Qi for handing up my chem wkst for me! So, Mrs Lee last week in NY le, then she gonna teach somewhere else.. I heard from Hui Qi that she said she teaching at wat Language Lab somewhere.. I think it's like sort of a tution centre or sth.. Oh well, i dunno.. i wasn't there anyways. And we all got a lollipop each from Mrs Lee, becos she was leaving.. And Haiz, it sounded so damn sad when she said she enjoyed teaching our class and blahs blahs..>< I'm gonna miss her!! :( 104 LOVES MRS LEE FOREVER!!!!!!!~ Hope everything goes perfectly well for her...
Yup, so i missed the whole chem lesson today.. Nah, i'm gonna get tution from teddy..=D She say she want teach me de.. YAY!! xD
So yea, FPS postponed.. And I stayed back with Eileen and Teddy... Was hungrily eating at 3 plus after Mrs Kuan told us we can go.. Didn't eat anything the whole morning.. So i was starving from ytd 5 sth to today afternoon 3 sth..xD Really wondered how i survived this time, but well, i just did..! :D
And today PE lesson, i got scratched by somebody during captain's ball game.. It was a very deep one, wonder whose nails so long sia..>< Then yea, i think is Jacinta accidentally stepped on Ying Hui's ankle.. so yea, tt's what happened..
Oh no, i'm starting to find Hui Yee scary...>< Today after school she was like chasing after me just becos she wants to know my pri sch CCA.. Okay, maybe it wasn't so scary after all lah.. Lols, i'm simply contradicting myself.. ((:
Today drill was horrible.. Somehow, we 4 people can't coordinate our bangs..>< Dunno why lor, 6 ppl can... 4 ppl cannot... >< And i got a sorethroat from today's drill.. Gonna ask my Mum help me buy strepsils.. Must try to save my sorethroat..><
2moro teachers' day le... YAY!! FINALLY!! :D FEELING SO ENTHU ABOUT IT NOW, CAN GO BACK PRI SCH!! YEA, THEN JUST NOW WRAP PRESENT FOR PRI SCH TEACHERS WRAP LIKE 2 HOURS.. I'M SO CRAP CAN.. 1 PRESENT WRAP HALF AN HOUR...><
Then yea, tagboard dying le.. Nvm, let it die bahs.. =/ Today was yea.. i dunno.. Tiring i guess.. But 2moro will be better! I must stay optimistic for my teddy! :D Must 开开心心过日子,不然生活是没有意义的.. so JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUU SQUAD MATES!! BE HAPPY! :))
FRIDAY TEACHERS' DAY LE!! =D FINALLY THE DAY IS COMING REALLY NEAR.. I MISSED MY PRI SCH TEACHERS AND CLASSMATES ALOT! >< HOPE TO SEE ALL OF THEM THERE ON FRIDAY.. HAVE TO RESEARCH FOR FPS NOW.. NO TIME TO BLOG LE.. 2MORO FPS TIMED TRIAL.. WISH OUR GROUP GOOD LUCK!~ JYJY~ WE MUST GET HIGHER MARKS THIS TIME!!~ ((((:
Well, today was studying First Aid on the bus back home with Ying Hui, and we almost gone mad?!? Lol... My head is filled with about First Aid now.. =X FInally remembered these 3 conditions, i hope there's nothing wrong! ><
Allergy Allergy occurs when the immune system 'attacks' against the trigger substance. Substances that can trigger allergy are food, chemicals, drugs or pollen. Recognition-- Red itchy rash, or raised areas of the skin -- Wheezing or difficulty breathing -- Abdominal pain -- Vomiting or diarrhoea
Fever A fever can occur when a person's body temperature goes above 37 degrees celsius. Fever above 40 degrees celsius is dangerous and the casualty have to be sent to the hospital immediately. Recognition-- Raised temperature -- Initial pallor -- A 'chilled' feeling- goose pimples, shivering or chattering teeth -- Later, red, flushed skin and sweating -- Headache -- Generalised 'aches and pains'
Hyperglycaemia Hyperglycaemia happens when the casualty's blood sugar level goes above the normal rate. Recognition-- Warm, dry skin; Rapid pulse and breathing -- Fruity/sweet breath, with excessive thirst -- If untreated, drowsiness, then unconsciousness
Laaa.. Hope i can remember more things bah..>< Jiayouuuuusssssssssssss!!~
i guess i'm just assuming too many things about u. i'm the one who made the wrong choice. sry. but nth can change it now. i just depend too much on u. thinking tt i can't live my life without u.
If I were blue, would you be there for me, And whisper in my ears that's ok. Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight, And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me, And touch my lips with tender loving care, Would you die for me, would you run with me, And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
If I am away, would you still think of me, And wished that you could hold me now. Would you die for me, would you run with me, All the way ...
Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight, Would you swear that your love is always true, Would you say that you always be there, To kiss my pain away,
Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight, Would you swear that your love is always true, Would you say that you always be there, To kiss my pain away,
Never let you go The rain, just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same, everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part the hold you left your mark all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train I don't know what to say I remember everything that day
I can't, believe we'd never dance I just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
Was listening to some sad songs.. and i started emo-ing again.. saw somebody's msn display name and i suddenly feel abit of xin tong.. but suan le.. nobody understands.. Haiz.. listening to ying hui..she say she always do her work.. make me feel so zi bei.. sound like she always study.. and i dun study at all de lor.. well, i just can't get myself to sit and study.. too bad. tt is how i am. oops. i think i'm really starting to hate u somehow. and i know i hate myself. somehow. sometimes. somewhere. do u really trust me after all. i really doubt it. nowadays. i really hate studies. i hate school. i wan to grow up as soon as possible and finish my studies. i'm sick and bored of studying. maybe i did just give up on everything one day. i may not be able to pull through anyways. or maybe, i dun wan to do it. cos i'm tired. always doing the same things and being.. will i hold on..? will i live? it may just depend on u. i wanna die.
No idea why i'm posting so many posts in one day. but yea..i shall be good and go do my idiotic hw. and for my mum's sake, i shall off the idiotic com. well done, bye bye.
WAHAHAHAHA~ I HAVEN DONE ANY WORK YET.. DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH MY THINGS.. WAAA.. I ROX SIA!!!! =X DIDN'T KNOW I'M SO PRO AT PASSING TIME AT THE COM.. ESP WHEN AUDI-ING, TIME PASS REALLY FAST UNTIL U DUNNO DE.. OH YEA..TEDDY! SHOW ME UR HIPPO SOON.. I WAN TO SEE.. =D HAIZ.. I DUNNO HOW TO START ON THE THING ALSO.. HOW? DIE LOR.. X= HAVING FEVER... SO DIDN'T GO FOR GERMAN LESSON.. LOL.. I'M BORED! I'M LONELY! I'M SICK! I'M CRAZY! I'M EMO! I WANNA DIE!!!!!!! ==
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~
Oh yea... tt day was Wednesday.. So long liao.. But still wanna blog about it.. After cross country.. Went to eat wif squadmates.. Then i rushed back to Toa Payoh to meet some of the 6H people.. We went watch disturbia.. The show rox can.. So niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... Hahas.. but it's kinda scary although it's not horror movies.. Those kind of killing show.. xD The nicest parts are the corpses 1..xD Hahas.. i think Hwee Hoon missed a big part of the movie.. She keep dun wan look..xD Hahas.. Then after that went Laura's house to play.. Hwee Hoon went back home though.. Then we started playing wif the guitar tt Yu Chan brought along.. Yea.. Then we slack and slack and slack.. After that went 6th floor the garden there play.. So 5 sth took 238 wif Yu Chan and Jason home.. And tt idiot Jason.. it think he's lying to me about his girlfriend ANGELA XIE FROM CHIJ ST.NICHOLAS.. THINK HE PIAN WO DE LA.. DUN BELIEVE IN HIM.. THEN AFTER THAT DUN FEEL LIKE GOING HOME.. SO I WENT YU CHAN'S HOUSE.. STARTED LEARNING THE GUITAR BASICS FROM HER.. IT'S HARD DE LOR..=/ I THINK I'M NEVER GONNA PICK UP GUITAR.. IT WOULD BE HORRIBLE.. YEA..THEN AFTER THAT WENT HOME.. THE END.
Lonely Tissue Paper Teddy... =( My tagboard is dead... Well, whatever whatever.. Heck care bahs.. Feeling so lonely and left out de gan jue.. I dunno why.. =( Haiz.. Teddy stop changing ur blog address le.. I keep need re-link... >< Wo hai shi ai wo de eeyore... =(
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEDDY!!!!! AI NI YI BEI ZI! x33 YAO JIA YOU IN THE TOUGH TIMES TO COME.. LAO YI SHUI YAO ZHANG YI ZHI WOR..! :D NTH MUCH TO SAY.. JUST WANNA WISH MY TEDDY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! JYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~
[P.S.PLEASE, PLEASE EILEEN PLEASE, PLEASE STOP UR STUPID ALIEN LANGUAGE NONSENSE PLEASE!]
:( teddy is emo again today.. this morning woke up wasn't really tired...but felt very sad.. and you yi gu chong dong dun wan go sch.. ytd night was like damn worried about sj and stuff..(i dunno why).. this morning also.. haiz.. what's wrong with the usual optimistic teddy according to cotton teddy? =( okays.. was feeling so sad that i hugged my eeyore to the table and ate breakfast.. wells..i admit i'm childish.. =x and then decided to bring my eeyore to school..(for no special reason) just felt like bringing it.. i just love it? hahas.. dunno why.. this eeyore is very special to me.. and yea..it sorts of make me feel better..?
oh yea.. almost forgotten.. shall reply my dear Kylie tag.. Oh..my Willa teddy isn't that bad.. she doesn't gives glares of death.. :D My teddy gives caring glares..=x hahas..jk.. and she's not mean during cca.. she's a nice little good cotton teddy..~ Oh..THANKS Eileen for replying for me..== And teddies are cute okays.. TEDDY BEARS ARE CUTE..=x Hahas..Who cares whether it's cute or not..=x As long as it has a kind heart.. wells..=x i dunno what i'm crapping about.. forget it..
And one happy thing.. My com is back to normal..! with everything gone..=x Hahas.. nvm.. at least my bro helped me to load all my files into my thumbdrive.. And i realised sth..i forgot to return that chinese book.. i forgot to give it to Yi Jing becos i was in a hurry for the cross country briefing.. =/ Die.. ahhs..nvm.. 2moro got chem test+ chinese re-ting xie.. =x Shall work hard for it? Haha.. i'm hugging my eeyore again.. Guess i really loves it.. But i love the piglet my squad mates gave me too! x) Oh yea.. Gonna get a present for my teddy.. her bday is coming soon~ I better remember it.. cannot forget my teddy's bday de..
Okays.. nth much to talk about in an emo mood.. (i'm having mood swings today..sry squad mates =( ..) Haiz.. do i still sound that optimistic...? Why do people think that i'm optimistic? Maybe they're wrong after all.. Haiz.. as i already mentioned.. i'm not a happy girl.. :(
Done here.. Gtg study chem le.. All the best for 2moro chem test and everything.. Best of luck to everybody! Get on with life.. JIA YOU!!(Oh no... i'm sounding optimistic again..maybe i shall delete that sentence.. nvm..=/ )
used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;
Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.
For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.
And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.