Never let you go The rain, just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same, everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part the hold you left your mark all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train I don't know what to say I remember everything that day
I can't, believe we'd never dance I just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;
Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.
For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.
And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.