well, tried to do things for her, care for her, make her happy.
and now i really realised
and i really believed that..
im really nothing in her eyes.
N-O-T-H-I-N-G
NOTHING AT ALL.
AND OF COURSE, IM MUCH MORE MORE MORE MORE MOST WORTHLESS COMPARED TO THE _ _ _ _ _ _ _ IN HER EYES. ITS OBVIOUS.
AND SHE CARED MORE FOR OTHER _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ SUCH AS _ _ _ _ _ _ _ AND _ _ _ _ _ _ _ AND OF COURSE, _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
WELL FORGET ABOUT IT.
IF SHE'S GONNA JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND HECK CARE ME,
SO AM I.






WELL, FOLDING STARS AND CRANES NOW FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL.
ACTUALLY NOT SOMEONE, GOT QUITE A LOT OF PPL (:
WELL, THAT KINDA MADE ME MORE HAPPY.

OKAYS, AND WILLA LIED TO ME! WE BOUGHT 18 PACKETS OF STARS PAPER.
AND SHE SAY THERE WERE 13 LEFT WHEN SHE FOLDED FINISH ONE PACKET AND YH TOOK ONE HOME.
WELL, THINK SHE FORGET BAH..
NVM, I STILL LOVE HER.. x) <33

WELL, SHALL CONTINUE FOLDING BAH.

-u're not worthless in this world, im more worthless than u, so stop acting like wat shyt.-

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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