.Thursday, November 15, 2007 ' 7:37 PM Y
& I'm waiting
hmms, just read eileen's blog.
after blogging shall go do my moi!
it's HORRIBLY NOT DONE YET.
Okay, found out tt i sort of hurt eileen at times.
just wanna say dui bu qi.
im not angry with myself or anybody.
just wanna say im sorry!
i'll watch my words (:
well, today flunked performance.
the ncos were like ahem.
shall not talk about it.
and as usual, she emo again.
cried and cried after the performance.
i was like totally pissed can.
she wasnt the only one who like got sort of rejectedd or sthh?
then in the end, she was the only one crying.
like trying to get seniors' attention and sympathy or watever.
okay, seniors said they would choose her as no.1 for com team next year.
like derh.
they didnt really said it,
but it was obvious from their hint.
and shao ting was like damn concerned towards her can.
let her read lchm's letter and so on.
said she would start writing letters to her.
then how about eileen?
it's like so long time again tt shao ting wrote to her.
shao ting didnt reply lah.
yea, then she just cry and cry and cry.
then the seniors left le,
shao ting still call back to ask about her and talk to her on the phone.
wow.
so damn nice right.
zz.
well, i agreed with jeraldine plz.
we were wrapping the boxes for publi,
then talking talking.
then shao ting was like shh jeraldine,
she said wad cannot see some ppl emo-ing meh.
then jeraldine said she emo then other ppl cannot talk liao is it.
yea, tt's right.
care so much about her for wad.
try to encourage her also no use.
she just go on emo-ing.
u're practically wasting ur time doing tt.
cos she would just dao u.
i rather we spend the time chatting while doing the publi work.
then she just cry cry cry.
sit there dun nid so anything.
left everything to us to settle.
and she didnt bring the boxes for ex-ncos present AGAIN pls.
she WOKE UP LATE AGAIN TODAY.
come to sch morning also emo.
afternoon emo in front of seniors.
wad is she trying to show?
getting sympathy?
then after tt just took her bag and left.
wow.
u know just left.
dun even need to say anything.
then in the end still see her at the parade square.
walk here walk there.
waiting for us to go after her arh?
zz
then she FINALLY left.
dun need say anything lor.
so pro.
zz.
and prisci is cute de okays!
but she's kinda scary too.
sometimes happy.
sometimes low.
then sometimes sound saddistic. :X
but she's nice (:
oh, and alot of seniors said she got leadership.
and alot of ncos liked her.
wow. so pro right.
leaders got cry so easily de meh?
no right.
zz.
im really starting to lose my patience for her.
and i think im just gonna gib her de ribbons and ask her tie her OWN ex-ncos' presents for her beloved one.
and honestly saying,
lcbs liked her so much.
then hor,
she keep saying our squad very problematic,
always got casualty blah blah.
yea, and the most problematic one is her okay.
and she liked the most problematic one.
and if we are really gonna be rude and there's no barrier between us and ncos.
im gonna tell lcbs right in her face tt.
and i bet she's gonna deny it
and in the end all the blame is push to us.
yeah, thx so much.
zz.
eileen said she can go tmr,
ask me wad time me and willa meeting.
i wonder is she meant going sentosa or sch.
i hope is sentosa (:
she haven reply yet leh. :/
and my mum is nice to me today!
probably becos ytd i cried so much in front of her.
told her everything.
and she promised to buy me the doggy tt eileen's angel gave her! :D
and oh, willa.
she like wan to guan xin her then dun wan.
probably becos she knows tt we're pissed of by her.
and then she asking whether wan her to go after her.
zz.
wan go then go lah.
ask so much.
it's so DAMN IRONIC can.
okay, casualty today.
it was fun being crowd okay!
but must say sry to shaoting and geng yu.
almost like shouted at shao ting becos i was suppose to be crowd.
then geng yu,
i dun dare act panic attack in front of her.
she very ke lian can ><
ohh, just rmb angie told willa she knew why i cried.
she say it's becos of yh!
but it's wronggg!
tt's all for today.
tired of everything.
i've decided to let you go.
becos i know there's no turning back.
no point emoing becos of u,
when u're happily living ur life.
but i just wanna say,
im glad i met u and u're part of my life..