well, went to her blog again.
no posts.
and my eye hurts.
probably becos it's tired
and still looking at the com.
and teddy promise me to do script wif her tonight.
but dunno when she coming online.
im tired.

sometimes think tt im rally bad towards her.
feels like i've misunderstood her or sth.
but now i think differently.
she likes her besties and even np ppl more than her sqdms.
so nice.

we're so damn being left out.
toady she course ic.
as sqdms, we 'supported' her alot.
then in the end,
she emo emo.
cry cry.
becos she got 19 out of 30.
which was really quite good already.

then left wif her bestie and shanice.
leave the few of us behind.

shall not say about teddy.
or maybe i should.
she like lingering inside.
waiting for jeraldine to come out to gib her her sewing kit.
yea, we waited outside.
then jeraldine they all finally came out.
she passed her the thing.

and me and dorothy walked out again.
still stuck inside.
zz.
then still slowly wearing beret.
and talking so happily to st.
wow.
so nice lor.
i was really pissed off at tt time.

then we crossing road to concourse.
and willa chiong across the road,
running like mad after st to the concourse.
then heard from et they gonna comfort yh.
wan to comfort why dun do earlier.

zz.

and she, even worse.
she went change with her bestie and shanice.
end up pao qi wo men.
so we lingering about.
wondering whether to go into burger king.
then jeraldine came out and drag us in.

even jeraldine says tt she very guo fen.
pls lah.
and st very biased kay.
even a whole lot of no of ncos are biased towards her i must say.
it's like so damn unfair pls.

and im starting to hate st more.
she's getting really unreasonable.
okay, not unreasonable.
she wrote back to et for the fact tt she writing to yh.
so just shui bian write together.
wow.
zz.

still say in the letter we should try to talk to her when she emo.
then at least sit beside her quietly.
let her know tt we're there for her.

well, do u think we never tried b4?
..
i think she emo more when she with us lah pls.
i bet she feels that she would rather wanna be in qwsj now.

suck lah.
she emo.
ppl care about her.
do they think of us then?
say we pao qi her.
or watever.
is she pao qi wo men okay.

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
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`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
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---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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