uhs. just came back from 3rd lang.
realised my german teacher is chao nice de.
maybe becos he's old then he cant shout at us or sth?
well, he's still nice.
cos somehow the others kept talking when he was trying to help us solve some problems for the litespeed portal.
then yeahh.
can see he's angry lahh.
but he only banged on the table.
so yeahh.
he's very forgiving (:
and he gave as SCHOKOLADE!
DANKESEHN! x)
haha. ritter sport chocolate. (:
so nice of him. =D

then todayyy.
emergency exercise.
dun feel like elaborating.
i also blank diao.
becos the __________ ____ _________________________.
yeah. hen kong bu can..
thenn.
drama got postponed. (:
mdm oehlers is nice =D
yeah, anws, the other half of the class presentation also in t2 lorr.
so ours should also be in t2 mahh.
then fair.
and esther tt group doing wayang kulit.
then their puppets behind the screen chao cool can!
as in they like very pro eh.
the shadow very nice. (:
hehs. 204 de ren shi li hai de (:

just ate grapes which were like over-ripen.
feels weird. =/
hope there's nth wrong wif it. ><
haiii. dunno how eh.

i feel lost out of a sudden. should i listen? or should i go back to the rebellious me?
this is just going wrong.

just hope tt everything can go well for once.

and i need to improve on my la. ):
i really need to concentrate and know wad i'm doing.
if not everything will just turn out badd.

我还是相信，只要我们努力，你会明白的。不要让我失望，把我对你的好印象摧毁。不是每次都能成功的，但失败乃成功之母，我希望你是明白事理的人。

lalaa.
im jsut wasting my time away.
decided to look for the picture for la raft by 7.
and it's like 7.12 now.
been slacking. =X
uhhs. I LOVE POFFLE! <3
POFFLE IS SO CUTE! xD

haha. i feel random.
yup. then i think my clay is too wet alr liao lor. ):
blehhh.
how to make the dunno wad thing like tt.
tsk.
X=

ahhhhhhhs.
emergency exercise 2moro. ):
and i haven study fa.
so deaddd.
haizz.
but yah, try my best?
zz.

uhhs. slack slack these few days.
tired of doing so much work.
=X

yeah. i should go alrrr.
nth to blog about.
sch is almost the same everyday?

feeling tired. ):
okayy.
tt's all.

If you truly believe, there is such things as dreams come true! (:
so do not give up no matter wad!~ :D

100th post. (:
im in a half good half mad mood today. (:
cos was like failed 60% for my la assignment lahh.
did very badly for la. ):
and mdm oehlers said i need to go for remedial.
more than half the class need to. -.-
yeahh. but remedial on monday.
so cannot go lor.
BUT I WAS CHAO HAPPY DURING GERMAN CANN!
got back my test paper. (:
and realise i got full marks. (:
cannot believe myself cannnN! xD
but yeahh, it was a chao easy test lahh. =D
but still, RI tt class highest only 98%.
SO NY BEAT RI!
YESSSH. x)
haha. ego ego.
okay.
i shall work hard for la bahh.
i wanna get an a2 this yrr. ):
cos i wan get into 301 if can.
well, dun think i can anws.
i dunno.
and i dunno wad to do for la.
*helpless* ><
uhhs. i love the time after 3rd lang.
cos i will reach home ard 5. (:
got time to slack.
and this gives me good mood!
=D
okayy.
shall go alrrr.

jiayou everybody!~ <3
we can do it. i believe we can. no doubts at all. (:

uhhs. everything is finally overr.

ytd spent like 13 hours in ny?!
my long-waited saturday was spent in ny for mock comp, sj board, and om.
wahhh.
came back so tired. ><
keep falling asleep when i was watching tv.
uhhs. didnt eat dinner ytd..
ytd like eat one egg tart plus one lemon chicken rice plus one bottle plain water, iced milo, justea peach, ice lemon teaaa. tt's only wad i ateee for whole day.
am i on a diet or sth? ><

seniors had mock comp ytd, and they won! yayyy. x)
and mou mou ren keep supporting rv.
so irritating lor. -.-
and i was steward for this team of rv guys.
omgg. they are so sick can..
hai wo cannot stop laughing ><
and yeah, they asked the chief marshal the packet of gloves inside got how many gloves. so lame lahh!
it's obvious it's one pair. -.-
and they were playing with the latex gloves after they finished the comp.
and they did disgusting things again. -.-
oh man. am i unlucky or wad!?
and yeah, they were saying my job was to entertain them or sth? zz.
becos their senior/fren or whatever was steward for ny, and they were talking very happily at the table beside ours.
so they started to talk about tt guy flirting with seniors. -.-
can't stand them lor. ><
yeah. kinda feel sorry for them ):
they did very badlyy lahh.

then..

ahhs. had tuition this morning and yeahhh.
was still very tiredd.
then played like 3 hours of audi or sth?
so now i haven done any work at all. -.-

4:02 pm alr liao lor.
gt to work hard alrr!
uhhs. owe angeline the math sia de research.
im too lazy to do ><
uhhs. i should go and do my work soon. ><
but still no mood to do work.
weekend i will always spent quite a lot of time slacking. -.-
yeahhh.
thennnnnnnnn.
yeah. just wanna say tt
nobody is perfect.
and people love you for who you are.
so dun mind the fact that you're imperfect,
cos everyone is the same. (:

OH YEAH.
I JUST TIMED MYSELF ON SOLVING A RUBIK'S CUBE.
AND I SOLVED IT IN 2 MINS 14 SECSS!
HEN YOU CHENG JIU GAN! xD

haha, just did again. now is 2 mins 1 sec!
YAY.
haha. chao you cheng jiu gan x))
lalala. =D
uhhs. bio. drama. he. art.
still got wad arhh.
hmms, shall spent the remaining time reading chi storybook (:
lalala.
lsc in 2 weeks' time!
so shuang xD
looking forward to it!
cos it's we organise de =D
haha. hao bah.
nth to write -.-


to "passer" : may i know who are you? o.O

oh no. another busy day.
i need to complete my la article + ad + math + history + cme.
and guess wad.
it's 6.11 pm now.
and i haven done anything.
think im quite shi bai also..

just can't get myself to get so pissed with you.
i dun wanna live a complicated life.
and all these complicating stuff just keep coming non-stop.
and i just dun understand wad's the point of saying so many sorrys when u dun seem like you mean it at all.
can't these things just stop now.

it's not all our fault.
and i dun have the whole life's time to wait for your stubborn temper and attitude to change and for u to realise it might be your fault too.
okay, this sounds like im blaming you.
but im just trying to make you realise abt it.
and give us more chances for helping out.
i just dun wanna be an useless person.

i think im giving you enough patience alr.
ren de ren nai shi you ji xian de.
when ppl wans to make up wif u, and u dun wanna to,
you're doing a disfavour to urself.
this can continue forever.
till we graduate from ny.
i admit i'll regret.
but i wun blame myself for this to happen.
becos you're the one who doesnt wanna give us another chance alr.

u can continue avoiding me.
and dun blame me if i start to dao you.
cos i wanted to talk to u, but you're the one who avoided me.
let this continue if u like.
it's your decision.

and our sqd can keep on having this kind of prob.
till the whole sqd falls.
6 ppl is just to little to get to know.
and 6 ppl cause much misunderstandings.
becos we start to pick out their bad points when all of us know each other true.

i know you talk bad about me behind me.
but i dun mind.
becos it's normal.

im not a perfect person,
and so if u wanna talk bad, go on.
u can let the whole world thinks tt we're neglecting u.
but as long as we know we are innocent,
i dun care anymore.

and u said u dun mind being misunderstood.
but i mind misunderstanding other ppl.
and all ______ _________ _____ ________ can be bias towards you
or whatever.
i dun wanna care anymore.
time flies.
soon, the 2 and a half years would be gone.

cant we just cherish it now.
will you give us another chance?
can this whole thing just end here.
im sick of dealing with all these, when there is so much work to be done.

okay. think at least i should post or sth.
maybe some ppl think that we're being rude to them or sth or whatever.
but it's just tt when everybody spent effort in it, esp a few of them alot of effort, you will surely yan bu xia when ppl tell you to redo everything all over again. esp when they use such harsh tones and words.
if you did one day experience the same thing, you'll get wad i mean.
okay, so maybe it's becos diff ppl have diff viewpoints.
so misunderstandings often occur.
and i think as sqdms, shouldn't we clarify them to the most.
and tt's why i told u the reason now.
cos i think the only way to solve this is to be honest and tell everything.
isn't tt how we solved our probs last time.
alth it might just cause more tears to be shed.
but it's one of the best solution.
u always get better after getting hurt.
die dao le zai pa qi lai.
uhhs. i feel like signing out and heck care-ing om now.
all these stuff in ____ is making everything of our lives so stress and so many misunderstandings, esp when it _______ becos ____ __________________.
yeah. i know u're trying to help us.
and i know you dun like us to take over u when u're doing stuff halfway.
so all of us end up doing nth when we are free at tt time.
becos u're doing the stuff.
and i dunno wad to do.
haiz.
everything is getting worst.
maybe we've done things too far at times.
i dunno.
i just cant handle these kinda stuff well.
suddenly forgot wad i wanna post about.
forget it.

this world is just getting more horrible in a sense.
and i miss all of your love.
i need yours.
and i dun wan to lose others' love too.
can we just go back to sqr 1 and start all over again
and get close to each other all over again?

HELLO.
so long never post le. (:
and im getting pissed off by ________.
lalala. nobody knows who is ________. =X
just now went to yh's house to do om with eileen =D
we crap-ped alot and didnt do much work. xDDD
ahahaha.
and we think we're very bonded. xD
this is a combined post of us. YAY. =D
they're at my house now.
and we're playing.
doing idiotic stuff. x)
i think we can really talk about our really xin shi kinda stuff. ((:
so yeah.
im getting confused of wad they're saying.
dunno wad to type for them. =X
okay, this is weird.
lalala.
(:(:

oh yeah. we just talked to smartchild.
the idiot computer program stuff.
yeahh.
and he's NOT SMART.
=x

i shall let them type. xD
Firstly i think the three of us can understand each other very well cox we have alot of similarities.
secondly, actually we have alot of similar thoughts but all dun dare to speak out loud to each other. (:
thirdly, I think we are getting closer and closer to each other and we are really happy tgt. YAY! looking forward to more om meetings!
fourthly, we dun hide anything frm each other de lorh. so sweet right!muahahahaha.
and we are the hyperactive san ge ren!!! xD
fifthly, we enjoy each other's company and we love each other! YESHHH. BELIEVE IN TT SENTENCE! xDDD =DDDD <3333333333333333333
sixthly, we just put sixthly because eileen has a motive indirectly to the number. xD

lalala.
okay.
end here.
buhhbiies ((:

im faking up smiles now.
it isnt the usual real smiles now.

not in a mood to post.
guess im going back to pri sch 2moro.
miss tt innocent life of pri sch too much.

it's just tt sec sch, esp sj, is somehow _ _ _ _ _ _.
and tt everything just cant be _ _ _ _ _ to me.
and some things just _ _ _ _ be _ _ _ _ or _ _ _ _.
yeah, i miss pri sch.
it semms as though i was pri sch ytd or so.
but im just lying to myself.
tt innocent and happy life we had in ftpps <3

yup. and yh's sis' bday's coming soon.
and yi jie's one if im not wrong?
cant rmb -.-
but i know one of the guys same bday as yu chan.
so can rmb. =x
haha, 4 ppl same bdays. so qiao.
realised 8th feb and 4th oct is a popular birthdate of people around me?

haiz. got loads of hw and projects to complete during cny.
which is relatively a bad thing?
i think i will try to do most of my hw 2moro.
ahhs. 2moro hui chun.
so sian.
i dunno where's my calligraphy stuff and cant be bothered to look for it.
i really wonder wad's up with these teachers in schs trying to plan so many things for us to do.
and when we can't complete, blame us for it?
is it even our fault in the first place?
this world is never fair.
i truly believe in this sentence.

and yeah, i hope i dun return back to the 'emo' me.
haiz. shun qi zi ran bah.
maybe ny girls are supposed to be sad at all the times?
wonder wad's the use of studying all these stuff?
i dun see the relevance of it to our lives.
it is just the competition between schs
and the sch is trying to make us more clever in a sensE?
so tt we can win them?
wth is with this idiotic world lah.

and she used to be okay with these stuff.
telling me to do this.
and now she change her mind and tell me to do tt.
pls lah.
WE
ARE
NOT
YOUR
PUPPETS,
IDIOTS.
zzz.
i sometimes really wonder WHAT IS THE POINT?

ask me to change.
fine.
i will.
but in the first place,
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE
change urself first.
b4 asking me to do tt.

i'll be so glad if this was to be so.
zz.

i wan scold vulgar liao. zz.
i shall not.
stupid.
this world is just too competitive for us to live in.
just too competitive.
you are just making my life worse now.
this life is getting more sucky becos of u telling me to change and u not even doing it in the first place.
this just isnt right at all.
just like i said, this world is never fair.
this world might just not be right.
there are no answers to be served to some questions.

but i just had to live on,
isnt it?

today is a erm, typical day?
just tt there's no hw due 2moro! WOOTS.
so i was playing audi just now.
destress mah. =P
haha, i'm feeling chao high. :D
and i dunno why zz.
was playing audi wif peckyee just now.
and she's very quiet?
emo?
stress?
i dunno. :X

and santa ate up both our last year's christmas presents!
he lie to us. :X
haha, waiting for yu chan to call when she reach toa payoh.
so i can go down and pass her presieee! :D
hmms, im being 'reflective' this day. :D
and im feeling very happy these days!
i managed to go through one GEOG lesson without dozing off!
WOOTS.
and this time the teacher is Ms Khoo.
haha, her voice more high-pitched, so can kepe me awake. =X
and ms yip is probably preparing to give birth alr!
hope she has a cute cute baby! xDD
haha, we all having random geog teachers coming in for geog lessons.
and last week was Ms Teo, who was a history teacher, somemore HOD wor.
cos they cannot find any replacement last min.
so Ms Teo had to teach us.
i think she's really pro luhs!
can teach history + geog one ehh!
haha, shou zu song playing now.
shall quickly finish this post.
yup.
haha, this blog kinda open.
cannot post abt some stuff -.-
so sad. :X

eek. made bearbear cry again. :0
i think im quite insensitive at times too. ):
sorry people~~~
but im changing (:
yeshh. i promise i will change (:
always changing to be a better person ((:

and YING HUI!
im not amen-ish!! =X
it's 绿萍思想家的道理！ xDD
haha, jkjk. (:
AND YESH, CLEAN AND GREEN IS GOOD! <3

and bear bear!
wad is 7374?
isnt it suppose to be 1314, 3344!?
xD
da da da da da. :D <3

and everybody is loved! <3
by me esp! xD

weeeeeeees.
CNY is here!
eileen's bday is here!
yu chan's bday also here!
:D
haha, i shall write eileen a birthday letter later! :D
and do maths, and drama journal.. and geogg..... and HE maybe?
haha, depend how much time i have. =X

hmms, dunno whether im going back to pri sch on wed.
so sian.
they surely dun let us in de. ):
sobbb.

anws, YEAR 1 MUST JIAYOU KAYY!
and thankyou year 3s for helping! (:
(i realise Jeraldine really craps alot! xD)
haha, we were crapping on the moelc bus today!
and she left shao ting behind in sch! xD
haha, cos she couldnt find shao ting!
=P

hmms, okay. end here. :D
everybody must duo duo jiayou!
i will be behind supporting all of u all~ <3
:D

-at least i think i've forgotten u, this busy life leaves no space for the memories of u.. and i think im glad tt it can all end like this.. (:

It's 9.10 now, and i haven finish my jian bao.
but i shall dedicate a post to bearbear. (:
hmms, i feel sorry to bearbear. ><
cos actually this blogskin has no archives one, is i add in myself one.
cos i dun really mind ppl reading about the past.
and ppl dun really will go read so much about the past de.
then in the end made bear bear sad. ):
but i just wanna say, i have long forgotten about those stuff!
it's so long again okayy!
janice/luping/teddy/green apple is optimistic now kayy!
alth this blog is emo.
but im just trying to forget some stuff, yeah.
and dun ask why!!

So here's a list of things tt i will do with bearbear:
i wanna be your perfect teddy,
i wanna be the first one you will call when u're down,
i wanna be the first one to know when u're injured,
i wanna be the one who u talk to when u're sad,
i wanna be the one u will share ur joy with,
i wanna be the one you can get angry with, and next second end up hugging,
i wanna be there to comfort u when u're sad,
i wanna be the one to always smile and laugh and hug with,
i wanna be there to help solve ur problems when u're troubled,
i wanna be the one who will post back a long post for u IN GREEN(SO IT'S GOOD FOR UR EYES TOO!),
i wanna be kidnapped with u for as long as we stay together,
i wanna be the one to always love you,
i wanna be the one to top fa quizzes with you,
i wanna be the one to score good grades in studies with you,
i wanna lie in the netball court when there's nobody and sing again,
i wanna do hw with u,
i wanna have matching rings with u,
i wanna get lost in vivo with u,
i wanna get off the wrong stop on sentosa express again with u,
i wanna be the first to wish u happy birthday on 12th of august,
i wanna help eeyore, piglet, flippy and all my soft toys to say byebye to u b4 we say bye to each other on msn,
i wanna discover my jia yin with u,
i wanna sit on the swing and talk talk with u,
i wanna do stupid things with u,
i wanna play with u,
i wanna stay as ur fren 4ever,

i wanna be right there for u too. (:

da da da da da <3
wo men de cheng nuo.. (:


to sqdms:
i wanna let u all read my GREEN post so tt it's good for ur eyes. :D
and i wanna spend time with u all playing,
doing stupid stuff,
idolizing _ _ _ _,
saying 'shits' xD,
doing drill,
studying fa in stupid methods,
sit on the swing and swing high high,
lie on the netball court and talk,
be best sqdms 4ever for life <3


and to all out there:
JIAYOU FOR EVERYTHING!
If u need me, i'll be there for u if i can. (:

to gina:
i promise i'll go back to my usual self! well, i am alr.

to ex classmates:
and i miss 6H! <3
i miss all of u! <3
i miss bball <3!
i miss all the lame jokes! <3
i miss doing pa system duties! <3
i miss raising the flag! <3
i miss the time when we always play b4 higher chi!
i miss eating in mr quek's class :X
i miss playing games at the bus bay and court!
i miss all the trainings and bball games we had!
i miss doing prefect duties!
i miss enterprenuership day, the times we played and worked together!
i miss everything.


Now in these busy life of mine, i think too much. Too much.
And i start to miss pri sch life <3.
those unforgettable memories <3.
those unforgettable laughter <3.
those unforgettable smiles <3.
those unforgettable frens <3.
and for now, im trying to cherish everything i have.
cherish all my frens.
cherish all the things i owe.
cherish the knowledge im receiving.
cherish the praises.
cherish all the hopes and encouragements.

it's all of u out there who changed my life.
and i thank you to be part of my life.
even if it was a bad experience,
i thank you.
thank you for making a change in my life.
making my learn things in my life.
making me a better person.
a happier person.
a person who cherishes more now.

thank you for everything. <3

lll
a 'new' blog. (:
changed my blogskin and blah blah.
this blog has the same music as the sqd blog.
and i find this music chao sad ><
yeah.
ytd had cca. (:
we finally got back 1 first aid quiz which is probably the first?! -.-
and yeah.
stupid dalt ppl. =X
gu yi play the drums so loud.
very hard to hear lor.
end up we all shout until no voice ><

thennn.
just hope year 1s can be more independent and responsible eh.
cos wing yan very poor thing. ):
my poor buddy. ><
year 1s must jiayou okayy! (:

and sqdms must jiayou alsoo!
ai ni men yi bei zi <3

i think i better go do my stuff alr.
like so late le. ><
and i just realised bio sia logbook due on monday. :0
and my cactus AREN'T DYING.
means experiment fail.
time to mug hard. (:

the painfulness of this broken love seems to be gone forever in u..
but mine still remains..
and the tears shed have all evaporated ..

becos i know i must forget..

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

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