It's 9.10 now, and i haven finish my jian bao.
but i shall dedicate a post to bearbear. (:
hmms, i feel sorry to bearbear. ><
cos actually this blogskin has no archives one, is i add in myself one.
cos i dun really mind ppl reading about the past.
and ppl dun really will go read so much about the past de.
then in the end made bear bear sad. ):
but i just wanna say, i have long forgotten about those stuff!
it's so long again okayy!
janice/luping/teddy/green apple is optimistic now kayy!
alth this blog is emo.
but im just trying to forget some stuff, yeah.
and dun ask why!!

So here's a list of things tt i will do with bearbear:
i wanna be your perfect teddy,
i wanna be the first one you will call when u're down,
i wanna be the first one to know when u're injured,
i wanna be the one who u talk to when u're sad,
i wanna be the one u will share ur joy with,
i wanna be the one you can get angry with, and next second end up hugging,
i wanna be there to comfort u when u're sad,
i wanna be the one to always smile and laugh and hug with,
i wanna be there to help solve ur problems when u're troubled,
i wanna be the one who will post back a long post for u IN GREEN(SO IT'S GOOD FOR UR EYES TOO!),
i wanna be kidnapped with u for as long as we stay together,
i wanna be the one to always love you,
i wanna be the one to top fa quizzes with you,
i wanna be the one to score good grades in studies with you,
i wanna lie in the netball court when there's nobody and sing again,
i wanna do hw with u,
i wanna have matching rings with u,
i wanna get lost in vivo with u,
i wanna get off the wrong stop on sentosa express again with u,
i wanna be the first to wish u happy birthday on 12th of august,
i wanna help eeyore, piglet, flippy and all my soft toys to say byebye to u b4 we say bye to each other on msn,
i wanna discover my jia yin with u,
i wanna sit on the swing and talk talk with u,
i wanna do stupid things with u,
i wanna play with u,
i wanna stay as ur fren 4ever,

i wanna be right there for u too. (:

da da da da da <3
wo men de cheng nuo.. (:


to sqdms:
i wanna let u all read my GREEN post so tt it's good for ur eyes. :D
and i wanna spend time with u all playing,
doing stupid stuff,
idolizing _ _ _ _,
saying 'shits' xD,
doing drill,
studying fa in stupid methods,
sit on the swing and swing high high,
lie on the netball court and talk,
be best sqdms 4ever for life <3


and to all out there:
JIAYOU FOR EVERYTHING!
If u need me, i'll be there for u if i can. (:

to gina:
i promise i'll go back to my usual self! well, i am alr.

to ex classmates:
and i miss 6H! <3
i miss all of u! <3
i miss bball <3!
i miss all the lame jokes! <3
i miss doing pa system duties! <3
i miss raising the flag! <3
i miss the time when we always play b4 higher chi!
i miss eating in mr quek's class :X
i miss playing games at the bus bay and court!
i miss all the trainings and bball games we had!
i miss doing prefect duties!
i miss enterprenuership day, the times we played and worked together!
i miss everything.


Now in these busy life of mine, i think too much. Too much.
And i start to miss pri sch life <3.
those unforgettable memories <3.
those unforgettable laughter <3.
those unforgettable smiles <3.
those unforgettable frens <3.
and for now, im trying to cherish everything i have.
cherish all my frens.
cherish all the things i owe.
cherish the knowledge im receiving.
cherish the praises.
cherish all the hopes and encouragements.

it's all of u out there who changed my life.
and i thank you to be part of my life.
even if it was a bad experience,
i thank you.
thank you for making a change in my life.
making my learn things in my life.
making me a better person.
a happier person.
a person who cherishes more now.

thank you for everything. <3

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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