not in a mood to post.
guess im going back to pri sch 2moro.
miss tt innocent life of pri sch too much.

it's just tt sec sch, esp sj, is somehow _ _ _ _ _ _.
and tt everything just cant be _ _ _ _ _ to me.
and some things just _ _ _ _ be _ _ _ _ or _ _ _ _.
yeah, i miss pri sch.
it semms as though i was pri sch ytd or so.
but im just lying to myself.
tt innocent and happy life we had in ftpps <3

yup. and yh's sis' bday's coming soon.
and yi jie's one if im not wrong?
cant rmb -.-
but i know one of the guys same bday as yu chan.
so can rmb. =x
haha, 4 ppl same bdays. so qiao.
realised 8th feb and 4th oct is a popular birthdate of people around me?

haiz. got loads of hw and projects to complete during cny.
which is relatively a bad thing?
i think i will try to do most of my hw 2moro.
ahhs. 2moro hui chun.
so sian.
i dunno where's my calligraphy stuff and cant be bothered to look for it.
i really wonder wad's up with these teachers in schs trying to plan so many things for us to do.
and when we can't complete, blame us for it?
is it even our fault in the first place?
this world is never fair.
i truly believe in this sentence.

and yeah, i hope i dun return back to the 'emo' me.
haiz. shun qi zi ran bah.
maybe ny girls are supposed to be sad at all the times?
wonder wad's the use of studying all these stuff?
i dun see the relevance of it to our lives.
it is just the competition between schs
and the sch is trying to make us more clever in a sensE?
so tt we can win them?
wth is with this idiotic world lah.

and she used to be okay with these stuff.
telling me to do this.
and now she change her mind and tell me to do tt.
pls lah.
WE
ARE
NOT
YOUR
PUPPETS,
IDIOTS.
zzz.
i sometimes really wonder WHAT IS THE POINT?

ask me to change.
fine.
i will.
but in the first place,
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE
change urself first.
b4 asking me to do tt.

i'll be so glad if this was to be so.
zz.

i wan scold vulgar liao. zz.
i shall not.
stupid.
this world is just too competitive for us to live in.
just too competitive.
you are just making my life worse now.
this life is getting more sucky becos of u telling me to change and u not even doing it in the first place.
this just isnt right at all.
just like i said, this world is never fair.
this world might just not be right.
there are no answers to be served to some questions.

but i just had to live on,
isnt it?

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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