oh no. another busy day.
i need to complete my la article + ad + math + history + cme.
and guess wad.
it's 6.11 pm now.
and i haven done anything.
think im quite shi bai also..

just can't get myself to get so pissed with you.
i dun wanna live a complicated life.
and all these complicating stuff just keep coming non-stop.
and i just dun understand wad's the point of saying so many sorrys when u dun seem like you mean it at all.
can't these things just stop now.

it's not all our fault.
and i dun have the whole life's time to wait for your stubborn temper and attitude to change and for u to realise it might be your fault too.
okay, this sounds like im blaming you.
but im just trying to make you realise abt it.
and give us more chances for helping out.
i just dun wanna be an useless person.

i think im giving you enough patience alr.
ren de ren nai shi you ji xian de.
when ppl wans to make up wif u, and u dun wanna to,
you're doing a disfavour to urself.
this can continue forever.
till we graduate from ny.
i admit i'll regret.
but i wun blame myself for this to happen.
becos you're the one who doesnt wanna give us another chance alr.

u can continue avoiding me.
and dun blame me if i start to dao you.
cos i wanted to talk to u, but you're the one who avoided me.
let this continue if u like.
it's your decision.

and our sqd can keep on having this kind of prob.
till the whole sqd falls.
6 ppl is just to little to get to know.
and 6 ppl cause much misunderstandings.
becos we start to pick out their bad points when all of us know each other true.

i know you talk bad about me behind me.
but i dun mind.
becos it's normal.

im not a perfect person,
and so if u wanna talk bad, go on.
u can let the whole world thinks tt we're neglecting u.
but as long as we know we are innocent,
i dun care anymore.

and u said u dun mind being misunderstood.
but i mind misunderstanding other ppl.
and all ______ _________ _____ ________ can be bias towards you
or whatever.
i dun wanna care anymore.
time flies.
soon, the 2 and a half years would be gone.

cant we just cherish it now.
will you give us another chance?
can this whole thing just end here.
im sick of dealing with all these, when there is so much work to be done.

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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