okay. think at least i should post or sth.
maybe some ppl think that we're being rude to them or sth or whatever.
but it's just tt when everybody spent effort in it, esp a few of them alot of effort, you will surely yan bu xia when ppl tell you to redo everything all over again. esp when they use such harsh tones and words.
if you did one day experience the same thing, you'll get wad i mean.
okay, so maybe it's becos diff ppl have diff viewpoints.
so misunderstandings often occur.
and i think as sqdms, shouldn't we clarify them to the most.
and tt's why i told u the reason now.
cos i think the only way to solve this is to be honest and tell everything.
isn't tt how we solved our probs last time.
alth it might just cause more tears to be shed.
but it's one of the best solution.
u always get better after getting hurt.
die dao le zai pa qi lai.
uhhs. i feel like signing out and heck care-ing om now.
all these stuff in ____ is making everything of our lives so stress and so many misunderstandings, esp when it _______ becos ____ __________________.
yeah. i know u're trying to help us.
and i know you dun like us to take over u when u're doing stuff halfway.
so all of us end up doing nth when we are free at tt time.
becos u're doing the stuff.
and i dunno wad to do.
haiz.
everything is getting worst.
maybe we've done things too far at times.
i dunno.
i just cant handle these kinda stuff well.
suddenly forgot wad i wanna post about.
forget it.

this world is just getting more horrible in a sense.
and i miss all of your love.
i need yours.
and i dun wan to lose others' love too.
can we just go back to sqr 1 and start all over again
and get close to each other all over again?

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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