didnt go sch today.
sick.
think i didnt even sleep a tiny bit last night.
projects and projects.
kns.
im wasting time.
i shouldnt be wasting.
dun feel like going for 3rd lang later.
should i?
maybe i should.
but i dun wan to.
D:
stones.
now i have nothing to do.
apparently angela and jiawen didnt send me anything for physics sia.
and so i have nth to do.
packed my chi file, yet to fill that stupid content page.
shortened reflections for poem for la sia.
stone.
played audi for near 2 hours.
waiting for them to send me the physics report.
but i got nothing in the end.
.__."
i should do my history essay.
but too sian to do.
D:
my thumb is hurting every moment even if i dun touch it.
was trying to make the windup car for physics ytd.
from 12 to 9.
i wanna die.
in the end it didnt work.
great.
i wasted 9 hours for nothing.
some more i kept poking myself(becos of the toothpicks and satay stick)
and i kept bleeding.
well, not really bleed alot.
those very very minor bleeding.
how much blood can u get from a poke? -.-
i think i poked THROUGH the side of my thumb there.
cos ytd it was bleeding, then applied pressure.
it stopped bleeding.
midnight.
couldnt sleep.
and my thumb started hurting every second.
got out of bed and decided to do zuo wen
since i couldnt sleep.
mum said my zuo wen was very luo shuo.
i dunno wad to do about my chi zuo wens alr.
it's getting from bad to worse.
mum woke me up this morning.
had a very bad headache and fever.
decided not to go school.
i was eating sushi with the thumb with injury.
and i realised i was eating the ointment too. -.-
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs.
fucking projects.
D:
stupid lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
okay.
maybe i should make good use of the time now and do history.
okay.
I MUST.
i must do it.

well done poking so many holes on your hands

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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