- the emptiness

Many things that can't be expressed in a public blog..
But it would be always in my heart. .




Finished my chi sia, chem, cme, geog, math.
left german to doo.
oh myy.
im worried about german.
project project. D:
well, guess i would just try my besttt.
yup.

2days gone alr.
and tt kinda feeling is still there.
wonder when it would go away..

my bro pissed me off again.
like seriously,
im always thinking why do i have such a brother.
when other ppl's brothers are so nice to them.
am i unlucky or wad?
but still, nothing can change the fact that he's my brother, right?

been sleeping quite late these few days.
compared to other days luh.
i totally didnt do anything ytd.
like yeah, i jsut stoned the whole day.
and only used/play the com a bit at 6 sth ytd,
cos my bro just kept playing.
i dun understand what's the point of him acting in front of my dad,
like yeah, seriously?
just do wad u want to do.
he dun wan let u play com, then too bad?
like if he had worked much harder,
would my dad even had to ban him from com and tv?
and everytime my dad goes out,
he will hook on to the comp or tv.
and when my dad's home,
he would be like, trying to act guai,
do some math work(which was due after hols, but dunno wad happen to his teacher or sth)
and read the storybooks i borrowed.
but at least it will do him some good.
and apparently my mum asked him to return the storybooks i borrowed on fri or thurs(cant rmb(.
and then he complained tt the books too heavy or sth.
so he took one outtt.
so the books were like due ytd.
and now, one of the books is overdue.
great, he thinks he has lots of money.
so he's gonna pay for the fineee.
which will always end up to be paid by my mum.
-.-

enough about my bro.
talking about him is just wasting my time.
time to do german.


memories, photos, everything
it's always lingering inside my mind and my heart..

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
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used to be:
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---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
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Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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