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.Monday, June 23, 2008 ' 2:10 PM Y
& I'm waiting


YAYYYYY~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~
:D HAHA, I FEEL SO LOVED TODAYY! :D

But well, i still fell sick again.
on my bday.
how bad can this get? D:

And so sorry SQUADMATES!
make u all prepare for nth. D:
then in the end i also never go schh!
We'll party after parade rehearsal 2moro afternoon kayyy!
then we can go weeeeeeeeeeeee~ x))
and take lots of photos! YES.
LOTS. we need squad photos~ :D
and this time with our dear prcs!

okay. i didnt really manage to finish my hw ytd.
and i think i fell sick becos of stress D:
gahhs. and i think my mother is very worried.
she almost wanted me to quit sj. ><
okay, but im not quitting~
and sorry mum! made u so worried. D:

okay. i think i sound v happy in this post!
WELL I AM!
;D
OH YEAH.
i cant believe it cann!
I have new kor :D
Jason kor. ^^
Eh, dun get mistaken, it's not tt JASON TAN u know. -.-
His birthday is today too!
AND WE MET TODAY!
Wad a coincidence cann!
x)

Okay, here's the list of people i wanna say thankyou to for wishing me happy birthday!
1ST UP: EDWIN KOR! :D -Heh. i did listen to u and read ur msg at 12! =DD And u dun need to tell me u needa be first, cos u'll always be the first! :D Becos u're impt! :D (unlike my bro who doesnt even rmb my bday -.-)

Now these are not in orderr, cos well, im old and cant rmb who wished me first. xD

~YING HUI!!! :D -YAY. SQDM <3 HAHA. Okay, we had a deal to strive together right! ai ni <3 and dun think too much kayy~ JIAYOU~ :D

~EILEEN!!! :D -SQDM! <3 HEH. Thankyou for wishing me happy birthday thrice, eh no 4 times. Twice on my blog(beforehand), once on msn 2 days ago, and at 12 sth today! cos ur history teacher was late. -.- HAHA~ anata o aiishiteru! and i know u tagged tt u love me! I know how to read jap kayy! xD and i know u would say, "watashi mo anata o aiishiteru!" ^^

~WILLA!!! :D -SQDM BEARBEAR! <3 THankyou for buying 8 polar cakes for me alth u wanted to buy a pandan cake! sorry to make ur effort go to waste! SORRY SORRY! >< But thanks so muchhhh~ ;DDD anata o aiishiteru! ^^ :D

~CALEAN!!! :D -I cant believe u rmb my bday! Thanks so much for making my day happier alth im sick! :D

~MARCUS KOR/RIO!!! :D -Let me think, did u wish me? Yeah, i think u did on msn! xD Thank youuu~

~PECKYEE DARLING!!! :D -THANK YOU SO MUCH DARLING! AI NI YI BEI ZI~ <3 :D And yes, i know eeyores are ex. ><

~HWEEHOON!!! :D -Thanks for wishing me early~ ((: Well, u will know wad i bought u when we meet up someday! WE MUST MEET UP KAYY~ I MISSED U ALL~ <3 And i bet gina doesnt know it's my bday today! xDD

~JASON KOR!!! :D -Well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO! :D Enjoy ur birthday kayy, and thanks~ i hope everything goes well 2moro u know.. (:

~THAT RANDOM GUY IN AUDI NAMED BBABYMARCUS! -Erm, thanks for wishing me? zzz. anyways, u sux. i told u i was a decent girl luhs! and u can go horny on ur own~ i'm not suited to be with u, or rather, i will never be with u.

~CANDY!!! :D -Met you in audi todayy too! :D Thanks and goodluck with ur hw~ (:

~XIAOBOY(or sth)!!! :D -I know ur name is darren! From ur email. xDD met u in audi today also! thanks too, now, have i rmbed wrongly about u wishing me? .__.

~FANG ZI!!! :D -COUSIN! <3 Well, i just received ur sms! Thanks~~ Missed u all alottt, guess all the schoolwork are keeping us away from each otherr. JIAYOU with studies~ (:

~KATHERINE!!! :D -ANGEL! <3 Thanks~ I will work hard to get into 301~ :D and dun rush about the present! OH. and i owe u letter. sorry. =X

~BIRTHDAY ALARM!!! :D -AHAHA. THIS IS RANDOM.

~ZEN!!! :D -HAHA. THANKS! :D <3 wells, it's okay to wish me late! At least u remembered. ^^ and jiayou with workk~ (:

~YEAR 1 SQUAD!! :D -THANKS JUNIORS~ Jiayou with cca and stuff kayy! Must do ur besttt~ (:

~MARGARET!!! :D -OF COURSE I RMB U! Thanks for wishing me on friendster! <3 miss you lots ;D i hope we have class gathering soon~ (:

~ESTHER!!! :D -AUDI DARLING! Not classmate! x)) THANKS~ AND LOVE YOU TOO~ :D <3

~DENISE!!! :D -SESE~ xDD THANKS ^^
okay. im lazy to post msgs, so here are the name list! :D
~ JUNWEI!
~ ANGELA!
~ JIAWEN!
~ JIEYI!
~ WEITING!
~ PEIYIN!
~ SQDMS!
~ JERALDINE!
~ DENISE LAOPO! - YAY. WO AI NI! :D
~ JIE CHI!
~ PEITING!
~ GERMAN CLASSMATES!
~ AND ALL WHO WISHED ME. COS I FORGOT! ><

~AND OF COURSE MY MUMMM!! <3 - Thanks so much for everything~ Still need take care of me when u were sick too. ): thanks for the cake and love <3 get well soon kayy! and i promised i would take care of myself. You know wad, i would do everything for u, and the reason is simple, just 4 words, 因为爱你!

Right, i might leave out some ppl. told u i old le mahh xD anws, sorry if i left out ur name! shall update the list laterrr. :D
my mum wants to cut cake with mee!
2 ppl sounds kinda little. ><
i shall wait till nighttt!

(:





Okay. Here's wad i suddenly realised ytd.
i was kinda sad and stressed over hw.
and me and yh talked alot at her hse.
went for dinner with my mum.
and we walked home, and we talked..
and i guess..
We shouldnt regret the choices and decisions we have made. And i think i don't regret joining sj. Becos my mum kinda like asked me if the other ccas were as busy as sj, and i was like maybe club and societies not so busy(it's true). and she said maybe if i have joined mindsports or sth it would be better, as in only need use brain mahh. Then i realised, well, it's the stuff we achieved from joining a particular cca. Just like wad we do in life, we achieve sth from yet. 而每件事收获都不同.. So yeah, i promise i will stop running away and do my best, and never fall again~ You never know wad these things can lead u to in the future. So i shall not give up, and see wad is the kind of future that awaits me. 我会开心的,我会... ^^

Hmm. i think i typed quite long alr. ><
Must go for lunch leee~
I hope im not having a fever. D:
i feel kinda fever-ish.
><
and my bro just came home.
and as expected, he didnt know it was my bday.
and wants to eat my cake. D:
so......
but nvm (:

BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDRIE(同年同月同日出生的)! :D AND JASON KOR! :D <3\

-im starting to cherish everything and go optimistic again, well, tt's good, isn't it? (:




WELL! Here's um kinda personality report from astrology.com

Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
You have powerful emotional attachments to the past, your family, your childhood, those places you associate with safety and security and your beginnings. Maintaining a connection with your roots and heritage and keeping family bonds strong are very important to you. Loyal, devoted, and sentimental, you tend to cling to whatever is dear to you, be it person, familiar place, or cherished possession.


Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
You are highly interested in inner, subjective, and personal issues, and your thinking is based more on feelings, intuition, personal experiences, and prejudices rather than reason or logic. Intellectual abilities and accomplishments without heart or soul mean little to you. You are empathic and would be an excellent counselor, for you are a sensitive listener and deeply interested in a person's feelings and inner life. In addition to psychology, you are drawn to education, art, poetry, music, or mythology. You are not especially confident about speaking in public, but will open up and share your thoughts in small, intimate groups. You enjoy keeping a diary or personal journal and reading the chronicles of others' lives and personal development.

it's just a sample report of ME! so it's kinda short. well, it's short. -.-

edited-- 9.28pm -i'm amazed tt sqdms aren't online now. LOL.



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For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

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