.Wednesday, July 30, 2008 ' 9:11 PM Y
& I'm waiting
i shall make a quick post and let my bro use the comp.
i think he's kinda pissed with me. :X
cos i needed to ask yueqi about la stuff.
then keep dragging. xD
haha. anyways, i got my voice back!
after missing it for 1 and 3 quarters dayy!
:X
omg. im starting to love it. <3
it's hard not to talk!
just hope tt i dont lose it 2moro during drill again. =\
on mc for 2 days.
tt's quite bad! D:
2 days not going to sch!
im like missing so much stuff can.
omg. >(
and my chem wksts!
omgomg.
havent hand in.
and i dunno how to do all!
D:
ppl save meee.
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okay.. relax. :D
hahaha. i love yueqi! <3
cos she's not an aedes mosquito!
hahaha. okay, it doesnt link at all. :X
i love my family and sqdms and everybody else <3
hahaha.
okay, a bit too high.
and tt lonely soul(yinghui) out there!
dont wander too far!
i'm coming to sch 2moro, and you won't be lonely! xDD
hmm.
i owe 1 person letter. D:
and others whom i write to owes me :X
haha. good luck for ur match 2moro ZEN! :D <3
okayyy. i better goooo.
and i wonder if yueqi is really gonna bold my link on her blog! .__."
haha. buhhbiies world,
i'm back on track.
time to work! :D
.Monday, July 28, 2008 ' 5:34 PM Y
& I'm waiting
some ppl just suck.
Grace(LEE) asked me today why this blog is so emo..
lol, the answer is because behind everybody's smiles, everybody bounds to have their own troubles and problems. and this is my way of venting it out.
204 WON CROSS COUNTRY WITHIN THE LEVEL AGAIN!
WOOOOOTS~ :D
OUR RUNNERS ROCKS! :D
suddenly felt so stoned, and i dunno wad to blog about.
uhh. NATIONAL DAY IS COMING.
it's like super soon!! ><
time really flies.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.
okay. i shall go and read novels. :D
.Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ' 5:27 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Long time no blog.
and i'm blogging during block tests week. D:
im a bit dun feel like studying for block tests nowadays.
like u know, just feel like heck-care-ing.
but the past 4 papers were okay.
left math 2moro. good luck to everybody and myself! ((:
my math is like dropping alot,
must practise more later.
hahaha. and yueqi 'traced' my blogg.
oh well, i dun mind this blog being exposed anyway.
and yup, you better get to know me more yueqi! :D
cos im kinda shy. :X jkjk.
haha. i think msn works better for us. :D
uhh. our class is gonna split a few months later.
time is flying away like crazy. D:
and i don't really know wad combi i really wan,
although i keep saying i would take triple science.
too many doubts in my life..
went back pri sch today!
cos they celebrated racial harmony.
then can go in. :D
too bad mdm sng was sick so she not in school.
all the unfamiliar faces there.
things do change, don't they?
uhh. lots of memories came back.
we went around the whole school. (:
and visited 6H classroom.
some of the things there werent changed. (:
like the position of the cabinets and so on.
it lets me feel a strong sense of belonging.
guess i do miss the past times.. i do, really
havent had the chance, time, mood to create blogskin for squad blog.
i do work harder now,
i know it myself.
but still, i should work harderrrrrr!
many things happened within our squad..
hope everything can be solved tomorrow night.
i dun wan all of us to keep frowning and getting frustrated over it.
guess all the problems started becos of me.
becos of my post.
im glad german test is postponed to 28th next week.(:
vielen Dank Herr Neiser~
if not i would be mugging like crazy now. D:
uhhh. i need to study hard on sunday liao~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okayyy. time to goooooooo.
i'm building my hopes and dreams..
.Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ' 6:05 PM Y
& I'm waiting
trying to relax myself as much now.
i dun wan the migraines to come back.
German.
there's compo to do. D:
omg. compo for elearning. -.-
sian sia..
and i've been back since 3.30pm.
and my bro just passed me the com to use after so long. >(
random moodswings these few days.
sorry if i've been too moody. =\
.Saturday, July 12, 2008 ' 7:12 PM Y
& I'm waiting
It's been long since i posted.
well, im really getting busier these few weeks.
or maybe, it's the fact tt i try to do more work. :D
well, tt's good uhh.
i should be doing math written task now.
but i'm not. D:
okay, i shall do it after my dinner.
hmm. many things had happened.
happy or unhappy.
i've told someone today that i will hang in there for myself and the world. (:
and it's a promise!
i'm feeling much better nowadays,
compared to the weak me ard 2 to 3 weeks ago.
(:
and i shall not emo. :D
go icy. ^^
heh.
and to warn someone who promised tt she would hang in there for everyone too,
i don't want empty promises from u.
if u promise it, you do it. (:
if not, why did u promise me in the first place?
told somebody alot of stuff today.
and i really hope u do change.
it's elearning week next week.
WEEEEE.
no 3rd lang. xD
as in dun need go there. =X
this shows how lazy i am. -.-
hahahaha.
i do love my home uh!
:D
and apparently, my mum bought a new phone and she promised tt she would let me use it.
but my bro is snatching it from me. >:(
stupid can.
i wan my new phoneeeeeeeee.
RAWRRRRR.
unfair unfair. >(
wells, what thing is fair in this world?
and my neighbour's tv is on until super loud now.
he always does tt. -.-
so loud until i can totally hear clearly wad he watching.
like, stupid luh. >(
but ahh well, forget it.
it doesnt really bother me tt much.
okay end here.
when things get too busier, i tend to forget wad cause me to be so busy.
as in all the stuff i did.
so posts get shorter and shorter. .__.
byeeebyeee.
when i say i love you, you know i mean it, really. (:
.Tuesday, July 8, 2008 ' 8:42 PM Y
& I'm waiting
BOO.
im in a better mood todayy.
cos spent lots of time ytd until 11 plus to do the debate thingy.
and li lao shi said both zheng fang and fan fang de yi bian script very good. :D
weeee.
and lots of things happened ytd too,
unhappy things, which i dun wanna talk about anymoree.
hmm. im slacking now to make up for the hard time ytdd.
haha, doesnt sound very logical.
nvm, im illogical.
i have always been like this u know. =X
nth much to blog abouttt,
and here's peckyee darling's elmo pic. :D
haha. i hope it isnt the same as the one she has. .__."
.Sunday, July 6, 2008 ' 6:44 PM Y
& I'm waiting
decided to post cos im super sian diao now.
it's been like one week since i updated this blog. D:
sorry luhs, too busy with stuff.
不要拿我们来出气.
think about urself b4 u talk about others.
因为你也好不到哪里去.你们比他们更烂.
many things happened this week.
it's been packed with lots of activities.
and work.
and frustrations.
and vulgarities.
wasnt in a very good mood this week.
sometimes high, sometimes emo, sometimes vulgarities-ish.
sorry if i snapped at u for nth and for emo-ing.
it wasn't wad i wanted.
but nobody can really stand tt damn attitude of urs u know.
it's totally ______.
german is getting harder and harder to learn.
my brain doesnt seem to absorb any german stuff.
or maybe i wasnt even putting in enough effort.
but i've too many stuff to fuss about and THINK.
it's just too overwhelming.
i'm so gonna flunk my german project.
and i swear tt im gonna quit german by the end of this year.
i'll never make it through next year if i continue with german
im just not cut out for german u know.
my dad's been nagging and scolding and whatever thing these few days.
it's totally irritating.
everytime he's out or asleep,
my bro will play com.
then only after he woke up and came back,
my bro would pass to me to use/play.
wth can.
then i always end up getting scolded.
can't he just mind his own business.
as if im always wrong.
he doesnt even bother to find out the reason,
or rather doesnt even bother to LISTEN.
unhappy stuff keeps coming.
and some ppl just give a damn attitude.
and think tt they are always right.
and whatever shyt.
they never think about other ppl.
and they never bother to change,
cos no matter wad, ppl just arent able to express to them.
and i doubt they would even listen,
like yeah. -.-
so the hatred just keeps building up,
and till one day,
who knows,
like yeah, maybe one day,
i would just let it all out.
and everything would be over u know.
everythingg.
and the most i would just jump off the building,
and there's nth more to worry about.
but this would just add on to other ppl's worries.
so even if i have no other choice,
i will not take tt way out.
it just doesnt solve anything,
but waste a life.
had youth day fun fair on friday.
well, baked potatos and spudman!
:D
haha, 204 earned $415 if im not wrong. ;D
not bad lah, alth it's the lowest among the highest in the few levels.
and i worked 3 shifts.
somehow, ppl just dun turn up for shifts.
and there wasn't enough ppl to help out.
so i ended up staying there for 3 shifts.
or maybe, everybody abandons me and im alone.
yeah.
so i just hmm, continued to do lor.
and the bacon bits smells really nice! xD
after 3 shifts, helped jieyi for the fashion rojak thing.
cos mq not feeling well.
so it became jy.
then jy also not feeling well.
so me and angela and amanda and hyo lim ended up searching the whole school
and asking our class ppl to become models.
so in the end, nobody wanted to be.
and jy missed the time.
so we forfeited,
no big deal though.
then we started to buy some food.
and i ate very little.
after tt went to the mummy hunt thingy.
haha, they have lots of fake spiders there. xD
then spent the rest of the coupons on food and drinks.
and went back to class to meet dorothy for public duty.
yeah, tt's all.
slacked my whole day through ytd and today.
today got do some work lah.
then i ended up listening to music cos i finished those work tt doesnt require a comp(which obviously is very little).
i shall try continue the script for chi debate later. =\
then yeahh.
a busy week,
with lots of random moodswings.
and who knows,
maybe my mood wun get better the following week.
it might just get worse, seeing some ppl ard.
and more work and frustrations and troubles.
i might just give up at tt moment.
okay, it's 7 alr.
i better off the comp,
b4 my dad comes out of the bathroom and off the main switch.
it's always tt irritating.
and lastly,
fuck.