Had flu vaccination today.. My arm still has the aching, numbing feeling. or is it just my imagination..? =x Felt the sharp pain when the doctor poked the needle into my arm, but wasnt that bad after all. At least I didn't faint on the spot. :x

Stupid class comp and projector are dying on me, and i still think that the fact that i need to report online is stupid. ><" anws, maybe if i tried turning the comp on tomorrow, it will work! And the projector, it's quite a new problem, so maybe it would survive. :o

Elated today because of my AMC results.
Felt proud of myself. :D yayyy.

Oh. Crazy Pei Ting went zi-lian-ing today and typed a "我爱死你" SMS using my phone and sent it to herself. -.-" right. and She sent a lot of lovey dovey SMSes using my phone to Willa. ._. And to think that Willa thought it was me in the first place! xD Haha. the SMS was so out of the random, totally not related to our conversation in the first place can! And Pei Ting doesnt know my chi name. :o thought she knew. bleh. :P

p.s. Paupau has a new nickname called Snow Apple, 雪萍 ! ^-^






06 Oct 09, Tuesday --
The bitter feeling of loneliness..
Sometimes, i think that i'm too attention seeking,
or is it just that im too invisible to people, invisible not as in im a book that is easily read, but a book which is easily forgotten and not seen.
I missed the feeling of being included, but yet i dun wan to be tt "proactive" till people think im just sticking to them excessively and crazily and gets annoyed with me.
Feels terrible inside, but someone made my day after that. =) thanks..

or is it just that i'm too sensitive..?


Felt much better and laughed alot when we had assembly.
DJs, Shan & Rozz from 98.7 FM. Cool uh, their first school visit, and it was to nygh. ^^
Haha. Really heard and felt the difference between voices of normal people like us and DJs. They have such a strong, firm, attractive voice that everyone would like to listen to.
Enjoyed the session really much.
And one thing they talked about was teamwork, like the two of them being partners, and Rozz saying she felt handicapped when Shan wasn't there. Can really see that they help to add on to each other's points and jokes, making everything much more enjoyable. Chemistry between them uh, they rock! ^^

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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