有时候听到这首歌时，还是会忍不住的泛泪。
一切的回忆都涌上心头。虽然真正喜欢上他们不久后他们就分开了，但那时已经习惯了六个人的身影。快要三年了吧，其实应该要习惯了。但看起以前的视频就觉得当时他们有多好，为什么最后变得如此。身为粉丝，我们没权力过问，更没权力管，只是默默地希望一切还是如以前一样，有朝一日可以看到他们合体。有时看到粉丝为这些事情吵架有点可笑，合体不合体由不得我们来说。只要他们都开心，一切顺利。
也许有人会觉得我陷得太深，爱的太夸张。我只能说，没爱过的不懂我们的心情，不懂这没有理由的理由。也许是太深了，但我愿意让自己一直这样下去。有人说，他们不是最棒、最有实力的，但一旦爱上了，就会是一辈子的事。
看到他们的努力，我常提醒自己要向他们迈进、向他们看齐。人生短短几十年，不该就这样淡淡的度过了。矛盾的是，我总让自己很失望。我真的好想拥有一股力量坚持自己的理想，把一切都搞好。

对于身边的好朋友，希望这首歌会是我们友情的见证。（也是他们的承诺。。）
我们之间 不会有改变
相同的起点，一瞬间 变成了乐园
我们之间 转了一大圈
相同的终点， 会发现 所有的心愿 会实现

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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