巨蟹座一直被安全感控制，他们奋斗、沮丧、快乐、彷徨、寻觅、犹豫都与他们的安全感有密切的联系。也许很多人无法理解蟹蟹把安全感看得如此重，也 无法理解蟹蟹们独特的安全感理论。但事实上，安全感确实在支持和影响着蟹蟹对人处事，不管是负面还是正面的，这是蟹蟹终生都得面对的人生课题 

不知何时开始看星座解说，看的重点并不是运势，而是自己星座性格的分析。说真的，挺准的。也许是因为很想了解这莫名的自己吧。但看看身边人的星座解说也能多理解他们。

安全感。那时我不可缺少的一样东西。
这也代表，我没勇气冒险，因为一切太没有安全感。但自己却真正希望自己有冒险，敢拼的精神。也许，现在盲目的赶英文功课也是为了安全感。因为害怕没交功课的后果。（虽然应该也不会有什么事情发生） 也许，自己读书也只是为了安全感，很畏惧事情不在掌握之中的感觉。
着安全感的课题有时很麻烦，却让我自己逃不掉。既然如此，就要习惯没有安全感的寻找安全感，不能永远呆在有安全感的地方，因为那地方，迟早也会失去安全感。

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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