.Saturday, November 24, 2012 ' 8:39 PM Y
& I'm waiting
" If I disappear.. ? "
Honestly, the world will still go on. But I don't have the courage to tell you that.
Because you meant more to me than I imagined.
The world will still go on, but all that once meant something to me would disappear along too.
Please don't, don't take that life away from me..
.Saturday, November 17, 2012 ' 5:20 PM Y
& I'm waiting
謝謝你的一舉一動讓我感覺你巴不得我從不存在。
就因爲如此，我才肯相信你沒有我會活得更開心。
而我，才無法給自己任何藉口留在你身邊。
你敢不敢，愛一個人如此卑微？
我做到了，但僅這一次。
因爲是你，我才能不顧自己想要的。
因爲是你，我才能不顧自己會受傷。
因爲是你，我才能不顧自己的尊嚴。
留下感激的眼淚，謝謝你狠狠地把我甩開，謝謝你讓我得到解脫。
你儘管叫我瘋子，但不准叫我傻子。
.Thursday, November 15, 2012 ' 2:42 PM Y
& I'm waiting
当你走进别人风景 我还坐在旋转木马上 眼前曾经属于我们的天空
天还是一样蓝 云朵还是一样白 不同的是 木马上只剩下我一人
回忆旋转着 我努力想象你双手的温度
但感受到的 只是微风打在脸上的刺痛
此刻 泪还是热的 但终究会蒸发
一切还是那么熟悉 但也终究会淡去
只要 心还是热的 也就不怕了
帶泪的故事 再回憶笑了
我会骄傲地去记得 曾经勇敢地冲动
留下灿烂的时刻
.Sunday, November 11, 2012 ' 7:57 PM Y
& I'm waiting
11/11
Cheers to whatever happened a year ago.
I'm letting it go. :)
因为世上还有我们值得珍惜的东西。
因为世上还是有美好的东西。
因为世上还有你、我、他。
范玮琪的歌 《最重要的决定》 虽然讲的是婚姻，但里面有着一句很简单，却很真实很有意义的话： 可是人生完美的事太少，我们不能什么都想要。
这句话一直提醒我什么叫知足，什么叫释怀。
那些不完美的一切，有时不在我们的掌握之中。虽然有些人说努力就会有成果，但认清楚吧，命运也会逃出你的掌心。而再不完美的也会有完美的一面，这在于你看事情的态度。
积极乐观地面对人生，你会更快乐。
持续努力中，加油！ (:
THAT LADYY
` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22
` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU
`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more
used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;
Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.
For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.
And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.
HER PASTY