.Monday, December 31, 2012 ' 7:42 PM Y
& I'm waiting
2012年的最后一天
封存日期: 2011年12月31日
预约日期: 2012年12月31日
未来2012的我，你好！
2012这一年很快又要结束了，我在这一年到底做了什么？得到了什么？又失去了什么？
从这里开始，我就要为自己的未来选择与奋斗，那梦想。。它还会是梦想吗？ 想做的事会不会轻易的就改变了？ 希望不会，至少目前为止，我还是想追上这梦。
人生就是不停的战斗，将要踏入2013的我，战斗吧！让每个人看见 你。
听着live转播，五月天，我不愿让你一个人。
2013的我，应该期待着什么？
今天打开时间信封，发现 梦想好像已经变了。
但无论如何，今天过后，一样要为自己奋斗。
.Sunday, December 23, 2012 ' 10:28 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Freedom
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| 几间会议室里办Tangs大促销，旁边的摆设 |
血拼后自由活动，和妈咪在房间自拍。
用了新相机，不知是shutter speed 太慢，还是我已失去了拍照超稳的技术，拍出来的相片都好模糊，唯一一张拍的比较好看的，但却还是糊掉了~
（因为要拍到妈咪可爱真心不尴尬的笑容很难，她对相机笑的都没比她平时笑的好看）
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| 亲爱的妈咪~~ |
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| 饭店外的大树装饰，还有妈咪不像笑容的尴尬笑容 |
第一晚到外头很冷，雾超多。
不知道是不是相机太好，拍到的全是白白的水蒸气。
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| 妈咪尝试拉起她的帽T中 |
第二天比第一天冷，下起了毛毛雨。
和妈咪乱走，走到了和其他饭店连通的小商场。
打了一下游戏机，花了几分冤枉钱。 （真的很吃钱，请勿到那里的arcade大消费）
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| 另外一家酒店的圣诞摆设 |
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| 圣诞树~ |
接下来无聊的行程懒得打了。
就这样三天两夜就过了。
我需要拯救自己，解放自己！
.Friday, December 21, 2012 ' 10:44 PM Y
& I'm waiting
21/12/2012 - 十二生肖
传说中的世界末日，很庆幸，没发生。
但这天，也就是三小时前看了成龙两个钟头的新电影- 十二生肖。
只能说，不服众人所望，看完之后完全不觉得在戏院里坐了两个小时。
而且，这是我难得没掉下一滴眼泪的电影，也是我妈难得没睡着的电影，因为它充满了惊险动作、武打、欢笑、还有突如其来的明星客串。
电影看完了，十二月二十一日也快过完了。末日应该不会来了吧?
活下来，希望过后能努力地过每一天，必须让自己的生命有意义起来，
必须创造。。自己的生活。
.Wednesday, December 12, 2012 ' 1:54 PM Y
& I'm waiting
12/12/12
也许对有些人来说，121212是特别的一天。
但我将平凡的渡过今天。
看了香港演唱会的几个片段，他的那种笑容，那份感动，那些骄傲，就是我们想为他坚持的原因吧。对四少也一样，对他也一样。
可惜，12/15的新加坡演唱会应该是去不了了，但希望一切顺利，默默的支持你，加油！
20121209 黃鴻升：不屑 @夜王演唱會香港場
就让一切尽在不言中，因为懂得的人会懂。
.Thursday, December 6, 2012 ' 10:40 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Day 6 of Post As
Finally walked out of my house.
But came back with aches all over.
Helping out at the childcare centre's graduation ceremony cum concert (today was rehearsal) was tiring. Kids nowadays, as expected, are turning more mischievous and hard to control. Some little boys like to play/'fight' so much they punch and kick me. oh well, take it as I'm easy to bully.
My knees are bruised and hurting not because of getting kicked though, it was from kneeling too much on the ground while helping them to change their costumes.
Trying to keep the kids engaged and mingling with them is a really tiring job.
What annoyed me wasn't the kids at all, it was the adults.
1) People who treat as servants/ think we know what we're supposed to do/ are good at these just because we're supposed to be earning our CIP hours. If it wasn't not to create trouble for my teacher, I would have jolly well snapped and say, "please, we're not taking a single buck from you all for doing this. And neither are we getting CIP hours. And neither do we especially love kids and damningly wanted to come. You're the one requesting help from us, not us requesting you to let us help you. We may be students, but you gotta know, we're grown ups too, we can just decide not to turn up at all. You gotta brush up your planning and respect for others and she gotta know that we're here to help out when you all have insufficient hands, not to make your hands empty. You're getting paid, not us."
2) Kindergarten/ Childcare Centre Teachers. There's a common belief (which I believed in too) that people take up this occupation because of their love for children. But obviously, some don't seem to be so. Earning for a living is necessary, but oh the pity.
3) Kids are taught to say 'Sorry' when they (finally) get into trouble, say, injuring their peer by accident and making their peer cry, after being repeatedly told that they shouldn't be punching and kicking people because it's painful (well, in adults' language, you injure others) since the beginning. Then their peer is consoled by the adults around and told to forgive the other guy. Won't kids be getting the wrong idea that 'Sorry' is the trick when problems arise?
Soon enough, they will learn that 'Sorry' may not be of any help at all, it's just basic courtesy.
End of stupid reflections for this free labour (like I needed a reflection). Hopefully things turn out better next Friday. Time to replenish my energy before meeting the kids again.
On a side note,
你這脾氣倔強的女孩，想要找人傾訴，找人給些意見，但卻從不聽進去別人說的任何一句話，那別人該怎麽幫你呢。放鬆點，想開點，學會擁抱世界的不堪吧。
.Sunday, December 2, 2012 ' 12:59 PM Y
& I'm waiting
12月2日
我記事本上所謂的紀念日。
竟然忘了。。
開電腦時看著那日期，如此的熟悉。fb和微博一刷，是啊，今天是六周年。
看見煜的流言，想著他們到底是經歷了多少我們不知道的考驗，是忍受了多少我們不知道的委屈，今天竟成了回憶但卻有點感傷的一天。
慶幸的是，一切都過去了，成長何嘗不是件好事。。
看著其他人的流言，那種衝突感無法形容，但事實的真相我們永遠不知，也許這根本不是任何人的錯，就。。祝福他們吧。
我親愛的四少，六周年快樂！
你們一定會越來越好的，就讓一切盡在不言中。