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因为生存，不只是单单为了呼吸而已

因为生存，不只是单单为了呼吸而已
-- 来自我好朋友之一

这几天感觉经过了很多，成绩放榜，参加大学等奖学金的展览，游览各大学的网站，位朋友庆生，帮老师建议课程该补充的地方，到处和人家（老师，朋友等）报成绩、讨论大学等，发现自己没被写词课程录取, 等等等……太多的讯息、太多的决定、太多的改变。

身旁的人都一直提醒我 要学会现实点，因为这就是现实世界。要让自己将来过好一点，让家人过好一点，就该学一些有用的课程，将来做一些有“钱”途的工作。
而我想要读的、想要做的都有着老师口中极大的风险——所谓糜烂的生活。
只有那少许的朋友说：追求梦想吧，但还是要懂得拿捏梦想与现实的分寸。

自己想要的东西努力后却总是得不到，但不去想的却会自然的到来。
这是注定，还是考验？
至少现在为止，我宁愿相信这是考验。
就像曾写过的 “就让我爱吧，该爱到痛吧”，这次我想努力到痛了才放弃。
管不了这么多，WAKE UP; 只有自己能决定自己的 DNA; DREAM ON!
因为生存，不只是单单为了呼吸而已，也为了梦想与希望。






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Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

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