Monsters 8!! :)
Camp ended with a great D&D cos we were totally high from red bull. All the energy reserved in the first 3 days used up on the fourth night.
Chillax group, but it was fun nonetheless with all the awesome people.

Now sitting at the sky park waiting for mummy to finish watching her concert. 4th time going to sentosa in this week. Sentosa doesn't sound fun anymore. :P

Somehow after camp, I feel like I'm turning even more extrovert than ever. Not that it's a bad thing, but I feel so mindful of changes. Always thinking if I'm doing the right thing, giving off the right impression, treating people nicely, saying the right words. After all that, I sit feeling empty by myself.
I guess.. This is how life goes?
Making yourself busy with everything, feeling the fulfillment, and when you're busy, you wish for some time to rest. But when you're free, you wish to busy yourself with things. Ultimately, what are we living for? Who are we living for?
To some extent, I really dread school starting because I will be busy and unable to do things as and when I like, but I can't go on this 'holiday' forever.
It's time to get back on track, find myself back, and move on with life.

Live. Love. Dream.
Because we're all borned to be loved.

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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