.Saturday, September 7, 2013 ' 11:31 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Busy? It's just gonna get worse.
So, trying to stick to my at-least-one-blog-post-each-month principle.
And being I get too busy to even have time to myself, I'm writing this post.
Actually, I should be knitting L's scarf instead, since she's flying on wednesday night. Not to mention I'm only halfway through, like AHHHH.
And I should be doing my creative assignment, trying to draw links between the topic and a picture that seems to have no links?!
And preparing for my presentation next week.
And doing tuts.
And doing projects.
And reading up on ggl's stuff.
And reading my textbooks.
Whole list of things waiting to be done, but I will never clear the list, since things will just keep adding on.
University is a total place for networking (or maybe, socializing). I guess, it's tiring sometimes.
And when I have a lack of sleep and a really long day (like today), I start to think too much (?) and reflect about how I portray myself to others. Feels like I haven't been doing a total good job.. I don't know how to explain this, but just a feeling.
Escape artist with the GGL members was quite fun, but rather sad that we weren't able to break out of the room in time. And we asked for so many clues. haha, really shows how important teamwork is. Because we were totally not discussing with everyone doing their own thing, so we just missed out on stuff here and there and everywhere. I guess it will be better once we start knowing each other more and start to work together.
And I have a serious problem with my Macbook having no microsoft office. So tempted to just buy it, but I shouldn't be using money so freely without thinking. But haha, trying to use my windows laptop now after a week feels so different. I think changing interface crazily kinda trains my brain, in a way.
I really wanna be a crazy, committed person in uni. Like what one of the GGL members said today, we should learn and do as much as we can in uni.. There's just so many awesome, capable people, and it seems impossible for me to get to any of their positions?
But I'm not really making a conscious effort to get there in the first place.
And I'm already tired after a month of school.
Feel like improving myself.
Chanced upon this Audible Hearts community and I wanted to join as a YouthPal. But they are currently not recruiting. Maybe part of me really likes the idea of social work and helping people though. Or maybe it's like fulfilling individual social responsibility (you know, like CSR but individually). Who knows? Maybe I'm just a practical person trying to build my own portfolio so that people think I'm a nice person.
Ironism.
This is life. Sadly, yet Fortunately.