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.Sunday, October 27, 2013 ' 9:57 PM Y
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年纪越大,越无知…?

我以為有一天總算長大,
可以大聲說自己的想法 。
哪知道愈大就愈要識相,
莫名奇妙的人都要我聽話。

年纪越大,越发现自己有多无知、无能、无力。
东海说,看着电视,想着电视里的那人和我一样年龄,她在电视里唱自己的歌、跳自己的舞,而我却在电视前模仿他人的歌、他人的舞,所以决定采取行动去试镜。
读书读到这种成绩,学校声称是全国前5%,但一切都只是虚名。虽然踏出那小温室前已知道外面的世界有所不同,但真正踏出来后,才发现所有的所有 都是预料之外。比自己年纪轻的人懂得更多,会的更多,做的更多,达到的更多。真是可笑的事实。
更可笑的是,认清这事实的我,只会怨天怨地,却打不起精神来、下不起决心来、付不出努力来。是不是人年纪越大,就越难保住初心,越难当自己认为应该当的好人?
现在的我好常发现自己的种种错误,种种不是。做人…越来越难。虽然没人说过是件容易的事。
不要再怪别人了,不要再怨天怨地了。如果你不帮自己,没有人会帮你。如果你不努力,没人会为你努力。最终,吃亏的是自己。只顾着投诉、抱怨 对一切是毫无帮助的。




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. ' 2:28 PM Y
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All you need is a little bit of courage and a little bit of persistence.
But that little bit encompasses such a big step.

Maybe I don't have that much determination to begin with.
And maybe, I haven't matured enough to get the level of self-control and self-determination I need. 



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.Thursday, October 10, 2013 ' 9:37 PM Y
& I'm waiting

Happy Birthday~~

Hehe, dedicated post to 리시안.
Happy birthday! :)

19 years old... Hope you become more sensible and not worry about too many little things in life.
Hope you become less gullible, especially when your family is far away from you now.
Despite so, hope you stay as innocent and optimistic about life.

It was a blessing to have met you.
You make me realise a lot of other things that I wouldn't have thought of or felt in a way.
Learning as much as you learn from me. :)

Please stay safe and happy.
and remember, believe. :)

새이축하합니다!~ 사랑해!~

너는위한 노래..




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.Wednesday, October 9, 2013 ' 8:56 AM Y
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现在就是永远

You think so much about it, but you have no courage to do it.
And before talking about courage, I haven't even tried hard enough to get the prerequisites.
Gotta make use of these 3 years- make myself a better person and get a degree to earn money to do what I want.
3 years... I can spare it, I'm just postponing, I'm not forgetting it.
One day, I'll get there. :)
人生都太短暂,别想 别怕 别后退。
为了更好的明天,为了明天的自己,为了我爱的人,为了爱我的人。
这一次,我想尝试拼命的滋味。




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.Tuesday, October 8, 2013 ' 9:44 PM Y
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生日快乐

"有一些事情發生 有一些起起伏伏 但我們四個一直都沒有放棄 我們會証明給你們看
我很開心我們四個都沒有分開 而且我們感情愈來愈好"

看了这期娱百,听了那番话,想起喜欢上你们的那过程。
因为友情说难不难,说容易也不容易,但只要肯坚持,会比亲兄弟还亲。。
们还是一样坚持着自己的梦想,而我依然徘徊着。
我不曾忘记你们过,还是相信那句话:一日F迷,终身F迷。
我还是会默默的支持你们,等你们再次出发!
加油,希望从此越来越好。
生日快乐,三位10月的寿星 :)


現實的考驗 我們說好一起面對 不管多久多遠絕對不喊累
期待 彼此更美好的明天 我們說好誰也不放棄誰..



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.Sunday, October 6, 2013 ' 12:39 AM Y
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每当看完一次古装战争的电影,就有着一种挥之不去的激动、想哭的冲动。

“我们为何而战。。为自己而战?为国而战?为和平而战?”

而现在的我们为何而努力。。



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.Tuesday, October 1, 2013 ' 10:14 AM Y
& I'm waiting

Conduct Us

I had always thought of how we could publicise Harmoc to everyone, be it for concert, CCA exhibition/orientation or open house.
Simply sitting in formation and playing a piece wasn't enough (not that we had really tried it out) - The sounds of harmonicas are simply too soft and people won't stop by to listen. They just think, oh, it's harmonica.

If there must be a reason why we are continuing this Ensemble, it is to show people that we love this instrument, this ensemble, this music. But we are not doing enough to showcase this music. In fact, Harmonica Ensemble has always been underrated. For our concert in 2012, I tried to market the ensemble as one that people have not heard before (it's a fact). Little have known how a Harmonica Ensemble works, the types of harmonicas we play, and simply how we sound like.

Then, I came across this event shared by someone on FB,
http://improveverywhere.com/2013/09/24/conduct-us/


The full story is on the link above.
Basically, this ensemble sat on the streets of New York, with the conductor stand that says "CONDUCT US".
Being the first wasn't easy, but people eventually took turns to walk up and start conducting. 
It was interesting, seeing people who have never conducted before, or even without any musical background waving the baton, the ensemble following and creating different versions of the piece. 
(Even though what the ensemble can mostly do was to follow the tempo and variations in sound volume) 

Lixian and I were discussing how hard it would be to do this on the streets of Singapore with all the legal restrictions in place. And it would be harder for Singaporeans to stop their feet, listen, or even walk up to the conductor stand. (although I believe there are people spontaneous enough to do so) 

Then I woke up today (dreaming about harmoc?) and thought about this again. And it came to me how great a publicity stunt this was. 
If our juniors are able to follow random conductors, pick an interesting piece that people know (say, Por una Cabeza - I personally like this piece a lot), set this up in school, how many students would stop by to listen and conduct?
The thing about school is, they can just set it up before morning assembly in the quad and they don't have to apply for permits. And there are more active students to help start the conducting off. 
Imagine this at CCA orientation, open house or even publicising for concert.
"Come to our concert and conduct us again" - It would definitely be an interactive concert, something that involves the audience instead of making them sit in their seats throughout the 2 hours. 


That said, it is up to our juniors to plan for their own concert. 
And hopefully, Singapore's art scene will evolve into this someday. 





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Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

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