.Thursday, November 28, 2013 ' 11:15 PM Y
& I'm waiting
也许…我是什么都不珍惜的烂人吧。
到底什么才能让我积极点、拼命点，别再这样浪费自己的人生。
如果我连读书这么简单的事情都办不到，那人生接下来许许多多不喜欢但必须做的事情该怎么办？
힘네. 到此为止吧。
.Monday, November 25, 2013 ' 10:32 PM Y
& I'm waiting
One of the few things that never change...
my attitude towards studying..
flunked my stats paper today.
could have done much better for both ob and stats, and then what comes to my mind: what to do, it's over! thinking about it doesn't help to improve my marks.
People would tell me, then work harder for the coming papers.
But I know this one thing about myself well, it doesn't work when I think that way.
The more I feel I need to study, the less motivated I am.
And so, let's let things take its natural course.
Which makes me think of something..
Does it give us an excuse not to make an effort if we feel that the effort will go to waste?
On a brighter note, my bro fed me ice-cream on a spoon today. :)
Happy little sister. ^^
.Monday, November 18, 2013 ' 11:55 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Sometimes, the only thing you can control is your attitude.
And so, because we cannot have everything in life.
And we cannot make everyone feel/think the same as us about everything.
Shall go sleep now with a smile on my face after watching/listening to this for a few times. :)
It really makes me smile unknowingly seeing them enjoy themselves on stage.
And it's such a cute, happy song.
And yeah, sometimes the only thing you can control in life is your attitude.
They chose to face all the hardships and problems together with a positive attitude. :)
And so should I.
I guess I had enough recharging and fun the past few days, it's time to really get down to studying properly for finals.
Jiayou! ^^
.Sunday, November 10, 2013 ' 12:32 AM Y
& I'm waiting
时线…实现。
没搭上诺亚方舟，没遇见夜王，没到SS5, 但我去寻找了时线。
今晚，我把我参加的第一场演唱会献给了林俊杰。或者应该说，谢谢JJ给了我无可取代的演唱会初体验。
一切的一切，到现在都感觉有点不真实。虽然手机因灯光角度拍不到他那帅气的脸，但我把他那么靠近的种种画面记在脑海里。JJ 好帅！！好可爱！！好酷！！ *尖叫*
整场演唱会都好精彩，但最令我留下印象的是。。
JJ 的钢琴+情歌- 害怕，学不会 等。那声音…只有JJ
轻快的unplugged. JJ 弹着吉他，唱着让听众挂上微笑的歌曲 - 豆浆油条，小酒窝，还特别穿插了 关怀方式。
帅气的舞蹈表演+那随着舞步乱喷的水 - Billie jean, 就是我。(当然还有JJ的腹肌！！！！啊~！！)
嘉宾林俊峰！- 亲兄弟的合唱，飞机，还有那些可爱的小时候照片。
嘉宾孙燕姿！ - 作词家与作曲家的第一次合唱，她说！还有孙燕姿的表演，逃亡！
感人的修炼爱情，还有那令我无法控制眼泪的动画故事。
最后，JJ 的那些话。家人，音乐，新加坡！
是啊，他永远是新加坡的 JJ Lin. 好为他感到骄傲！
还有.. 对于华人音乐的相信，以及对于自己音乐的相信。我的音乐，写着怎样的歌词，谱着怎样的音符？
JJ说，我们都要为自己的生活加油，一起努力。有没有一天，我能与他有些某种音乐的交流？这梦想…还存在吗？
JJ说，希望我们不只带回这些音乐，还能带回这些故事。
时线并不重要，重要的是去实现。
为了实现明天，我需要想清楚，我需要勇敢，我需要努力。
谢谢 JJ 给了我这么爽的经验，感情的抒发，新的领悟，加强的信念，永远的回忆。期待你下一次再回家为我们演唱。:)
"我们一起走到最后" - 答应你，我会永远是你的歌迷！♥
一起加油…!
.Friday, November 8, 2013 ' 9:42 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Dedicated to someone I seem to crave love from.
생일축하해 내 친 오빠!
내가 전에 말한 적이 없어 지만, 정말 사랑합니다.
너 같은 사람 또 없어..
.Saturday, November 2, 2013 ' 10:32 PM Y
& I'm waiting
Birthday Dedications :)
02 November!
Firstly, happy birthday to my 6H form teacher. :)
Things would never been the same without you, and that hug on PSLE release day.
I'm fortunate to have met a teacher like you! Hope everything is well and will always be for you. :)
Then.... Happy birthday to my mummy!! :))
How would I live without you~~
Sometimes, I really wonder how.
And my mind just can't be stopped and drifts on to think about how it would be like if any of my parents left me... I'm really afraid of saying goodbyes. But yahhh! I should stop thinking about this kind of things and hold on to these moments now!!
photo we took after eating dinner!
And dinner was soooo filling, cos three of us (plus my bro) had to finish like 3 dishes plus rice.
And hee, it was a treat from my bro.
I feel loved because he took food for me and put it on my plate :D yes.. just this is enough to make my day. reminds me of "The Heirs" in which Lee Minho's character loves his older brother so much but the brother keeps hurting him, lol. Not that my brother hurts me or what, but it's hard to get some love out of him.. ^-^"
So for once, we had dinner without black faces or moody feelings.. and even went for a random walk to random places because my brother wanted to complete his game which required real life traveling to some places and locating through gps or something.
So my mum and I sat down at the bench waiting for him and took selcas/selfies/whatever you name them~
This was actually the first photo we took.. and it ended up as the most successful one xD
oh well.. I'm not that good with selcas so hahaha.
And I tried taking one with all three of us, but my bro keeps running away - - either that or the picture turned out blur, so oh well.
I have more photos of my mum I wanted to upload here, but since it's in my phone and it's hard to access the memory card from my macbook (too long to explain), there's only one which I uploaded straight to FB using my phone.
So... Thank you Mummy for everything! I must have did many good things my previous life to be born as your daughter. Thank you for all the faith in me and always letting me make my own decisions. Thank you for all the love and concern, and always going the extra mile to do things for me. Thank you, for saying that you would give me all the extra love that others may not be expressing for me.
I will live better, for you, and for all those I loved.
Happy birthday! :) Please stay healthy and happy!
I will love you more each day, as though it will never be enough. Because it really is.