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.Saturday, November 2, 2013 ' 10:32 PM Y

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Birthday Dedications :)

02 November!
Firstly, happy birthday to my 6H form teacher. :)
Things would never been the same without you, and that hug on PSLE release day.
I'm fortunate to have met a teacher like you! Hope everything is well and will always be for you. :)

Then.... Happy birthday to my mummy!! :))
How would I live without you~~
Sometimes, I really wonder how.
And my mind just can't be stopped and drifts on to think about how it would be like if any of my parents left me... I'm really afraid of saying goodbyes. But yahhh! I should stop thinking about this kind of things and hold on to these moments now!!

photo we took after eating dinner!

And dinner was soooo filling, cos three of us (plus my bro) had to finish like 3 dishes plus rice.

And hee, it was a treat from my bro.

I feel loved because he took food for me and put it on my plate :D yes.. just this is enough to make my day. reminds me of "The Heirs" in which Lee Minho's character loves his older brother so much but the brother keeps hurting him, lol. Not that my brother hurts me or what, but it's hard to get some love out of him.. ^-^"

So for once, we had dinner without black faces or moody feelings.. and even went for a random walk to random places because my brother wanted to complete his game which required real life traveling to some places and locating through gps or something.

So my mum and I sat down at the bench waiting for him and took selcas/selfies/whatever you name them~

This was actually the first photo we took.. and it ended up as the most successful one xD

oh well.. I'm not that good with selcas so hahaha.

And I tried taking one with all three of us, but my bro keeps running away - - either that or the picture turned out blur, so oh well.

I have more photos of my mum I wanted to upload here, but since it's in my phone and it's hard to access the memory card from my macbook (too long to explain), there's only one which I uploaded straight to FB using my phone.

So... Thank you Mummy for everything! I must have did many good things my previous life to be born as your daughter. Thank you for all the faith in me and always letting me make my own decisions. Thank you for all the love and concern, and always going the extra mile to do things for me. Thank you, for saying that you would give me all the extra love that others may not be expressing for me.

I will live better, for you, and for all those I loved.

Happy birthday! :) Please stay healthy and happy!

I will love you more each day, as though it will never be enough. Because it really is.

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` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` ~~6H'06 FTPPS~~
` ~~104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH~~
` ~~11S6A HCJC~~
` ~~NTU~~

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
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---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;

Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her ~~loneliness~~ love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY