.Sunday, March 23, 2014 ' 12:58 PM Y
& I'm waiting
It's time
I'm letting this opportunity go.
"If you leave no back up plans and choose to give up on a huge opportunity just to do something, chances are you'll succeed. You have no choice but to succeed"
"There will always be 'should haves' and 'could haves' in life, but those are pretty much destructive thoughts. Walk out of this and live a life worthy of yourself. Just so you won't have anymore 'should haves', 'would haves' should you have the chance to live that moment again."
Thank you dear girl (even though you probably won't see this) for giving me so much support and for making me wake up to my very own desires, passion and dreams. You will never know how much this had meant to me.
I promise I would make things a 'must have' like I have told you.
And like I said, you have so impressed me.. and grew so much.
Hopefully, you will find a better half. You definitely will ^^ . Someone who can treasure you and be on the same wavelength with you.
"It's hard to sell paper. But people will jump at buying hope."
"I always felt that..Sometimes these gifts hurt. Like after the break up, I don't know what to do with all the gift. I wish there was a sort of gift I can keep. Whereby no matter what happens, it will symbolise pure love."
I will find the inspiration one day, to bring hope to people.
And to bring people something that brings them back to the very start of love. Before all the problems have set in; the very start of pure love.
Something that we may have been afraid to embrace, but there is always someone out of the two who pushes and convinces the other. What is the love that we start out with?
Something that makes your heart pumps faster? Something that creates an adrenaline rush?
Something.. that makes you think of the other person all day?
Something that fills your heart with all the warmth and feel the meaning in life?
"I've so much that I want to do. So much I wish I can do. And there's no time to hesitate. Really now or never.
I used to worry a lot. But there come a point in time when really, tomorrow will worry about itself. Let's just do what's needed today. "
I will work towards being like you. And I'm sure you will achieve your dreams and do everything that you want. May all the blessings be with you, your family, your friends, your loved ones, your everything.
.Tuesday, March 4, 2014 ' 12:42 AM Y
& I'm waiting
Lost.
A level results released today.
Glad that the people close to me did well and worried about those who didn't.
One year ago, we all thought how important the results were.
And one year down the road, it didn't seem to matter anymore.
It was just a stepping stone, a checkpoint in life.
The problem is..
Where do you wanna go from here?
For those who just got their results, it's okay. You have another few months to think before landing yourself in uni. And the extra two years for guys.
For me, it's been one year.
And I'm still wondering. Wondering so badly what I can do. What I should do. What I must do.
That bracelet that reminds me to dream everyday..
I'm not dreaming enough.
Or maybe, I'm not committed enough to what I dream.
You gotta start moving, girl.
This won't take you anywhere.
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