I'm letting this opportunity go.

"If you leave no back up plans and choose to give up on a huge opportunity just to do something, chances are you'll succeed. You have no choice but to succeed"
"There will always be 'should haves' and 'could haves' in life, but those are pretty much destructive thoughts. Walk out of this and live a life worthy of yourself. Just so you won't have anymore 'should haves', 'would haves' should you have the chance to live that moment again."

Thank you dear girl (even though you probably won't see this) for giving me so much support and for making me wake up to my very own desires, passion and dreams. You will never know how much this had meant to me.
I promise I would make things a 'must have' like I have told you.
And like I said, you have so impressed me.. and grew so much.
Hopefully, you will find a better half. You definitely will ^^ . Someone who can treasure you and be on the same wavelength with you.

"It's hard to sell paper. But people will jump at buying hope."
"I always felt that..Sometimes these gifts hurt. Like after the break up, I don't know what to do with all the gift. I wish there was a sort of gift I can keep. Whereby no matter what happens, it will symbolise pure love."
I will find the inspiration one day, to bring hope to people.
And to bring people something that brings them back to the very start of love. Before all the problems have set in; the very start of pure love.
Something that we may have been afraid to embrace, but there is always someone out of the two who pushes and convinces the other. What is the love that we start out with?
Something that makes your heart pumps faster? Something that creates an adrenaline rush?
Something.. that makes you think of the other person all day?
Something that fills your heart with all the warmth and feel the meaning in life?

"I've so much that I want to do. So much I wish I can do. And there's no time to hesitate. Really now or never.
I used to worry a lot. But there come a point in time when really, tomorrow will worry about itself. Let's just do what's needed today. "
I will work towards being like you. And I'm sure you will achieve your dreams and do everything that you want. May all the blessings be with you, your family, your friends, your loved ones, your everything.

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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