Tired... and I can't seem to do well for school and screwing up my presentations.
Distracted by everything else, when I should have spent the time doing work.



은혁 SS6 솔로 랩

팔다리 묶인 채 비명을 토해내
진실은 숨긴 채 차가운 거짓말도 익숙해
소름끼치는 미소로 일관해
착한척 코스프레 뭘 더이상 말하고 싶지않아 숙이고 침묵해
모두가 죽었던가 쓰레기말고 거짓이 되라는 말을 듣는
나도 어차피 가식
한결같던 꿈까지 다 망가트리고선 무슨 초심 변한건
니들이면서 도대체 나한테 뭘 더 바라는지

의식, 침묵에 지고 진흙에 꽃이 피고
어둠에 불을 켜고 걷고있어 어깬 펴고 절대 지지않아 더
밀어 봐라 여긴 미로아냐 mirror 더러운 손들을 치워
니 마지막 자리는 키보드위 내 등뒤엔 날믿는 친구들이
평생을 그렇게 살아봐 처절한 핑계는 아무도 관심없지
뭘 그리 뚫어져라 쳐다봐 불쌍해! 그런다고 여기서 내가 나가나봐
거기 숨어서 계속해서 미친듯이 짖어봐! 내 길을 걸을테니 꽁무니나 따라와라
어디까지 가는지나 두눈으로 똑똑히봐
팔다리 묶인채 비명을 토해내 진실은 숨긴채 차가운
거짓말도 익숙해...

THAT LADYY

` Luping
` Amethyst (Ame)
` 22

` 6H'06 FTPPS
` 104'07 204'08 302'09 402'10 NYGH
` 11S6A HCJC
` NTU

`ELF, Primadonna, F迷, JM and much more

used to be:
` Audi-addict; IcyWitchy/IcyIceWitchy/
---xAMETHYST / Amethystf
` FAM: TheRetainners; -PlayWithMe- ; xLOVEDOPESSx;


Luping is a lost child that has been seeking for her career direction since the first time someone asked her "What would you like to be when you grow up?", when she was still too tiny to reach the basin in her house. Despite reading books like What Should I Do with My Life: The True Story of People Who Answered the Ultimate Question by Po Bronson, she had been searching like a headless housefly (literally translated from 无头苍蝇) past graduation when she actually probably needed to find a job. Eventually, she found a job and a... direction.

For those who know Luping personally, she loves plushies/soft toys and is prepared to go on war with anyone who gets their hands on her babies. Her babies are personified with voices of hers and her Mummy's, and both of them enjoy framing the babies for things they obviously cannot do. When her Mummy suggested that if one day, the babies actually speak up, “那应该会吓死” (it would probably frighten one to death), she responded that she will instead “开心死” (be happy till death) if xiaofenhong (our cute, hot pink, flat bunny) replies her. That is the extent of her loneliness love for her babies.

And for those who know Luping as Amethyst, she is a rather huge fangirl of the Korean boy band, Super Junior. So much that she learnt (and is still learning - 반가워요!) Korean in hope of understanding what they say without subtitles and avoiding the losses in translation. She has been a fanfic writer for two years and counting, which sparked off her interest in writing and thus, this blog to practise writing so that one day, she might have the courage to apply for a (content) writer position or send in a manuscript to a publisher.

HER PASTY

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