.Friday, May 1, 2015 ' 11:45 PM Y
& I'm waiting
SS6
And so I missed a post for the month of April.
But it's First of May!
Exams ended yesterday on a dizzy note (literally dizzy because I was having a headache and cramps all day), but there was SS6 SG today!!!
My first SS6 experience. :)
I wasn't really excited about it until I was sitting in the stadium, but was still being distracted by the crazily strict and scary security who were catching fans taking photos and trying to throw them out.. Still, I didn't feel much excitement (as in fan girl excitement) as I sat there screaming..
It was like a dream. Them being there, yet not there.
I didn't feel the closeness with them like I thought I would, but I still laughed so hard.
I guess I was just overwhelmed... and confused over who I should be looking and what I should be looking. I need like a pair of eyes for each member, and another extra pair to admire their stage design and choreography.
Now that I'm alone and sitting on the sofa, I feel the excitement hitting me hard. My mind is so messed up now.. so I shall just write down random moments that I wanna remember from this concert...
Firstly, the fan projects. :) Sg was never that strong a fandom, but we tried our best to hold up the projects. And thank you Kangin for pointing out that you saw them. And thank you fans from all over the world who came down to Sg to fill up the seats altogether. During one of the performances (was it too many beautiful girls?) when they turned off all the lights and members lit up their own light sticks on stage, that was when I really felt like, wow, so this is the sapphire blue ocean. The beautiful one that made us all proud of.
Secondly, thank you for your smile, Hyukjae. I think we were all worried about what happened, and when your tears were welling up at the last ment, I wanted to cry as well. But I'm so glad the rest of the members were there to take care of you, especially Chul who tried to cheer you up after that and kept talking to you. Thank you for smiling, and I glad that we actually gave you strength. And I'll pray for your happiness and health too, and for everyone as well.
Thirdly, thank you Shindong. I cried when your video was shown. That song... that heart-felt performance... Even if you don't express yourself much, we understand your heart. And I won't forget. :) I promise. I'll wait for you to come back as well~ <3 nbsp="" p="">
Fourthly, thank you Siwon and Leeteuk for your special solos. You two sang so damn well, especially our dear leader who amazed me. And don't worry Siwon, I won't change my heart. Let's look forward to SS7!
Fifthly, thank you Kyuhyun, for the energy ball you were today! The random gun pointing, emergency, danger, mix of english and chinese. x'D And the secret that you love us...! How can you be so cute? And thank you for taking the time to make sure you waved to everyone.
Sixthly, thank you Henry and Zhoumi... Henry's violin performance was so damn captivating. You're really a born performer. And thank you Zhoumi for the blast of Chinese, though I hardly caught your dazzling smile today. ):
Seventhly, thank you Heechul for your random english phrases and singing that sent us laughing like hell. yo, what's up man! Rap! I don't care! Whatever! Yesterday! Today! Shut up horse! hahahah, you were amazing. And I loved your ponytail at the start during Twins, why did you have to put it down to your ahjumma hairstyle after that? ): Please do the ponytail hairstyle again~~
Eightly, thank you Ryeowook for your calmness and your judging of your hyungs. xD AND YOU LOOKED TOO PRETTY IN THE ELSA PERFORMANCE. HOW CAN YOU LOOK SO PRETTY WITH ALL THE DIFFERENT HAIRSTYLES EVERY SHOW?!? And oh, we don't eat chilli crab and pepper crab here everyday...
Ninthly, thank you Donghae for being the cutie you were today, yet so charming. T^T You looked really really good with that eye makeup. and so cute with that plushie...
Tenthly! Coming soon Yesung! You're an emergency apparently! hahahah, I'm really looking forward to seeing you with others.
Lastly, I miss you, though I have never seen you in person. I couldn't help spotting your lines that were sang by others, the empty spots in the choreo that were yours or those replaced by others, your usual ment position... everything. I hope you're doing fine... and I hope I can see you in the next show. May time flush away everything and return everything to normal. May you be as close with your members as ever. May you be as happy as ever.
First super show experience was so... overwhelming. I don't know how else to describe it. Thankful for the boys, thankful for the company, thankful for the fandom.
우리 영원히 하자.. 같이 늙어 하자...
Thank you for everything. <3 nbsp="" p="">